Whats Wrong With Me? Will I Feel Normal Again? Posted: 05-15-06 17:10pm
Im trying to figure out if any1 has ever
heard of what im going through rite now.
Like I dont feel normal like I feel like
the euphoria feeling all day kind of.
Like 2 weeks ago I smoked some weed and I
tripped out and didnt feel normal. Well
last thursday I think I felt normal again
im really not sure but I did some cocaine
and my heart felt like it was gona explode
and the back of my left leg started to
hurt and at one point both my legs had
went numb. So today is like the fourth
day and like all day I feel the euphoria
and I just know I dont feel normal . Im
kinda paranoid sometimes but not really
paranoid. Like im not keeping myself in
my house I still go do stuff I just want
to feel normal and im scared that I might
have !@#^ed up something and aint gona
feel normal again. Im not hallucinating
or anything and I will never do drugs
again. People do drugs for years and are
ok and ive only been doin drugs for 3 or 4
months maybe I my body and brain just cant
handle them like everyone else. Well I
will never do another drug again. I dont
want to see drugs or smell them at all and
I will never do drugs again. Like I was
at a party last night and I smelt weed
outside and I went right inside. I
couldnt really enjoy myself though cuz I
dont feel normal and I just keep thinking
like this aint gona go away. If I dont
feel normal in two weeks im gona go to a
doctor. Well I was just wondering if any1
has heard of this or anything and if you
think ill be ok and will feel normal again
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marrypoppins
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 30 Mar 2005 Posts: 22 Location: Minnesota
Mostlikely Withdraws Posted: 05-15-06 17:22pm
Your feeling withdrawls from your drug
use, you may also be addicted to drugs,
and are going through the common I want to
quit, but cant. Also you could be
suddenly suffering depression which could
be from the drugs since your brain does
not feel stimulated with out them. The
brains neurotransmitters do not send the
natural "high" anymore, but it can be
regained with time, and cancellation of
drug use. People who do drugs for several
years, and may seem fine from the out
side, but often have interal organ damage,
and severe mental damage. Its hard to
specify what may be wrong, I would
recommend seeing a doctor. They are
natural withdraw symptoms though. I hope
you do make the decision to stop doing
drugs. They have damaged my life, and I
never took them, it was a family member.
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hollaback6784
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 14 May 2006 Posts: 8
Posted: 05-16-06 13:53pm
Ok maybe I explained it a little wrong.
This isnt from not doing the drug. I have
been feeling wierd since last thursday
when I thought my heart was gona explode.
And also I felt like this when I smoke the
weed two weeks ago but its not that I just
dont feel normal my vision isnt normal
either like I see everything weird I dont
know really how to describe how I see
everything its just not normal. The only
way anyone could know what I mean by
everything I see is all weird is by going
through this and I wouldnt want anyone to
go through this. It sux not seeing things
normal all day and at the same time my
body doesnt feel normal and feel weird
things like anywhere in my body all day.
Could be my foot having a numb feeling or
my fingers feeling weird or my legs or my
head or my chest. Just like anywhere in
my body and the whole time my vision is
all weird. Im so scared that this isnt
correctable.
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hollaback6784
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 14 May 2006 Posts: 8
Figured Out Kind of Why My Vision Is All Wrong Posted: 05-17-06 18:22pm
I figured out that when I look left
everything moves that way and when I look
right everything moves that way and the
same with every direction and when I stare
at something it doestn seem right cuz
maybe like my visoion to my brain is not
running smoothly or something or something
I dont know I just know I have something
to tell a doctor now. I still dont know
how to explain my body feeling weird
things like ill be sitting on the couch
and its like im stoned kind of where like
I dont want to move of the couch and im
like attached to it. I can still move
though. This is so weird. I hope im ok.
And ill just feel wierd things in my body
kind of I duno so weird. Well I hope im
ok and I say it again I will never ever
ever do drugs again and I hope I feel
normal again. Well I gota go now some
replies would help me out thanx bye
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mitch7654
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 27 Dec 2005 Posts: 170
Posted: 05-18-06 00:32am
Hey whats up girl, I got some stuff like
that when I quit smoking weed, youre
probably getting anxiety or panic attacks
or soemthing
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hollaback6784
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 14 May 2006 Posts: 8
Posted: 05-18-06 15:41pm
Your right it is anxiety it fits perfectly
to whats going on. I was scaring myself
thinking I had psychosis or schizophrenia
but when I was reading the info on it I
knew it wasnt that. I think what happend
was that when I smoked the weed it gave me
a panic attack and thats y I felt the same
way I do now for days and I thought I was
gona die for like 3 days. Well it was
getting better before I did cocaine. I
think when I did the cocaine it made my
anxiety back to really bad im so glad I
figured it out and im not crazy and im
gona be ok. Im not gona drink soda
anymore I think that was attributing to it
too cuz I read caffine can add anxiety.
Thank you so much for helping me realize
what was wrong. I truly believe im going
to be ok. Thank you so much.
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drifter
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 04 Mar 2006 Posts: 24 Location: USA
Posted: 07-16-06 20:44pm
Ok, listen carefully. It seems like
nobody has come up with a constructive
reply regarding your problem yet. And as
you yourself put it, one needs to have
experienced something like this in order
to understand what you're going through.
Depersonalization, my friend. This is
what you have, and this is what is going
to stay with you for a very long time, if
you don't 1) drastically change your life
habits, 2) visit a doctor and mention this
condition to him.
This is called
derealization/depersonalization (dr/dp)
syndrome, and basically it makes you to be
sort of disconnected from reality.
Usually it progresses into a long term
depression. I had it years ago, yes,
after smoking weed. Back then I didn't
understand what it was, but now I feel I
can help people by pointing them into the
right direction.
Seek help, it won't go away after a few
day by itself.
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slyderex
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 23 Aug 2006 Posts: 5
Posted: 08-24-06 15:49pm
Hey drifter,
i just read your reply for hollaback and
it sounds like dp is what I have as well.
I just posted my symptoms on the thread
called "i am scared." it seems like this
is exactly what's going on with me,
although it feels like it's starting to
phase back to normal now somewhat.
I wanted to know, you said to get better
you have to change your habits. What
habits in specific are you referring to?
I couldn't find any information on
recovery. Thanks drifter.
