Ok, i'm at a crap time in my life where I was fired for the first time ever after a week at my dream job. The boss was aweful. Anyway I put way too much into this job, I thought it was the answer to my future and everything. Anyway, now I have been unemployed for nearly a month and it's driving me crazy.


Anyway, now my boyfriend of 3 years is in his final year at uni and has his head down working........Which is a problem when your girlfriend is crazy. I only have 2 close friends who also have uni but I just can't stop getting jealous and crazy when I see him because I think he doesn't want to see me. Little things make me suspicious. I want to see him always but he is ok with just seeing me a day a week. But I should be looking at it, that he is spending the time he can with me. When I see him I turn into a green-eyed spoilt child. I can see myself doing it but I just can't stop my mouth from health forum and pouting. If i'm not having a go at him, i'm usually depressed and stressed. Is it better to have a break so I don't bring him down with me? Call him when I get a job and then a sense of self worth?