Hey
i need some advice!!!


I seem to have eating problems I can go 4 1-2 weeks straight wid out eating only having orange juice but I get forced to eat dinner so I only take 1 or 2 bites from my dinner then I am full I just never feel hungry. I did that 1c beofre and lost 6 kilos in 2weeks and I went under weight by only 1 kilo so the school nurse got worried and gave me heaps of books on how I should eat but I never read them I just started eating cuz she said if I didnt start eating she would send me to some place on this sort of situation but the thing is when I started eating I ate so much untill I couldnt eat anymore and so I ended up putting 12 kilos on (i ended up weighing more then I ever have). And now it seems that I am doing the same thing I havent been eating really anything for a bit more den a week now I weigh my self every morning and night and ive relised ive lost 5 kilos now and I spend most my time infront of a mirror looking at my body and face I worry about my body all the time because I look at my self in the mirror and think im hell fat but not obese and heaps of people tell me im not fat but then like every guy always calls me fat and that my ass is huge they always tease me about my bum, I think that is what causes me to not feel hungry is the thought in my head telling me everytime it comes to food my head is saying your fat and all the guys say you are. Ever since I had been under weight the 1st time it has made me go threw so many ways of eating I dont look anorexic in the mirror and I dont throw up so I am woundering if I have and eating disorder and how long does it take to become anorexic? (if some one looks at me they wouldnt think im anorexic) I cant seem to stop my self from doing this