And I feel so paranoid. Recently i've
been walking and I feel like my legs could
give in and i'd just collapse when people
look at me. And I see people laughing at
me, because it's so obvious how self
conscious and scared I am. I don't enjoy
anything anymore really apart from when I
take drugs or drink alcohol. When i'm on
my own I feel empty and down. When i'm
with other people I feel anxious and my
moods can change dramatically from one
moment to the next. I'll be feeling happy
and upbeat one minute, and suicidal the
next. I feel so empty and everything
seems so meaningless.
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sh5nton
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 17 Nov 2005 Posts: 42 Location: western australia
Posted: 05-22-06 21:16pm
See a doctor or psychologist. These
feelins aren't apart of you, it is an
external disease. Fight it, don't let it
win. Like any illness, immediate action
is required. Somebody can help you
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disposable_feelings
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 08 Jun 2006 Posts: 21 Location: chicago
Posted: 06-11-06 15:54pm
Just so you know, you're not alone.
I know that doesn't help much, but it's
true.
I'm the same way. Major major social
anxiety. Major major depression. The
sad thing is, even when I do get close to
someone, it's just a matter of time before
they see what a freak I am and leave.
But,
i've adapted the thought that i'm even
tougher than the rest of the world,
because I (fear?) them and overcome it on
a day-to-day basis. Alcohol and drugs
help me majorly, but I know it isn't
right.
Dr. Prescribed drugs may help you a
little (they did for me sometimes) but the
sad thing is, we're doomed. I've yet to
find a 'cure' for this disease, but so far
the best drug is talking to someone
like-minded and being morose together.
Let's go get a drink, eh? At night,
sunglasses, you and me. Let's go.
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robbeh
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 08 Jun 2006 Posts: 10 Location: england
Kd Posted: 06-11-06 18:14pm
Kd121 how old are you?
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luvkittykats
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 11 Aug 2005 Posts: 69 Location: north carolina
Posted: 06-25-06 00:12am
:d
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bts4
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 24 Jul 2006 Posts: 2
Posted: 07-24-06 05:48am
It's always good to talk to people about
your problems...U should.
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Iammike26
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 02 Aug 2006 Posts: 13 Location: Mississippi
Posted: 08-02-06 18:31pm
I feel the same way mna. When I am alone
everything seems wrong and I am paranoid.
I have absolutely no friends and nowhere
near getting a lover. It led to heavy
drinking. Bad thing is im a big strong
male and it looks stupid when I feel
nervous around a weaker specimen.
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cupid
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 22 Jul 2006 Posts: 2
Posted: 08-09-06 16:39pm
This kind of problems are due to mental
picture or fear one has. You have to
repattern your behaviour. Read "frog
into princes" by richard bandler. Appley
what you read.
