So I have been put on ritalin because of lack of interest in anything. I am on cymbalta seems to work really well for my depression, also on carbatrol. I really like the ritalin it makes me feel happy and energetic but then on some days I feel the same slugishness like I felt before. Im not really sure what to do about that. I have reaf that adderall works better for situations like that, im affraid to ask for it because I dont want them to think I am "fishing" for a high. Here in maine any pill people can get there hands on are being used to get a high, I had a really close friend that happend to now she is homeless. It really iritates me to think that an abled body person like she used to be could end up like that. I dont want to end up like that, but I feel I need the drug to be able to function.
Is this a right way to think?
Thanks
crazy girl