Serious Problem Letting Go

I really dunno what 2 say about this but if he wasnt there 4 u in ur times of trouble,when he really should have been,then he's not very supportive.The miscarriage was a really big thing 4 u 2 go through & u should have gone through it 2gether as a couple-if he couldnt call u when u had 2 go through a d&c then he obviously didnt care much.
I dont know how long u were with him but it sounds like u cared about him a lot once & clearly,it'll take some time getting used 2 him not being around.The most important thing is that u decide whats best 4 u in the long term.U say that u dont have desires to be with him so the only reason ur a bit down is because u were probably used to seeing him&all of a sudden,ur not.2 be honest,he doesnt sound 2 nice-a boyfriend should be there 4 u in the good and even more so in the bad & if he wasnt there,it shud show u 4 what he really was.
Im sure in time,u will realise that u need someone more supportive 2 help u when u r in times of need but u need 2 make the choice that will make u the happiest,
hope I helped in some way, best wishes,
liz :d

This is toughy, it is hard to loose the person that you love so much, but what may you be good for you now may not always be the best for you in the long run. I am hoping that you are strong enough, or can become strong enough to make it all through!! I have felt like giving up before, like laryr didnt care about me, and I have mentioned it to the girls here, but luckily we have mad it through. I think that you need to get out with the girls or someone, and you need to try to take your find off of him for awhile. It seems like with everything happening all at once that you feel like it is worse than it is. He is a bad man because he was not there for you, dont reward him by sleeping with him. That is just showing him your weakness, and that is saying, "yeah ill be your booty call"... Dont do it you are a precious jewel, treat yourself like one. I hope that you understand where I am coming from, and I hope to hear from you again soon, maybe not about something like this though, lets hear something to smile about!!