Okay, about four years ago I was in a
relationship with a guy named chris. At
that time in my life I was young. I
didnt know any better. My previous
relationship with my sons father was a
horrible experience. Although he never
beat me physically, he did emotionally,
and verbally. This too, can haunt a
person for some time. When I met chris,
he was everything a girl could dream for.
It was like I would do anything to get
him. At last I ended up his gf. Now
that I had him I wasnt sure what to do
with him. I never knew how to appreciate
his compliments and generousity. I was a
horrible person to him and I hurt him
really bad. I degraded him, bad mouthed
him, an worse of all broke his heart.
About three months ago I was phone from
his little brother that he had cancer. I
nearly passed out. I still to this day
dont know how to cope with it. An I
think the hardest part is knowing that all
these yrs I have never gotten over him.
Ive met several men since him and I cannot
seem to let go of the dream of getting
back with him. Am I crazy for thinking
there could be hope? Do I tell him how I
feel still after so many years? Do I
just let it him go and keep him in
prayer?? Help.... Any advise will
do!!!! Thanks!!
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toocrunkfaya05
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 19 Mar 2006 Posts: 51
Yes!! Posted: 05-04-06 17:43pm
Yes u should tell him how you feel about
him. Explain to him how you felt and that
u were young and everybody makes mistakes.
Let him know that u feel bad for doing
him like that and u still have feelings
for him then yall can talk and take it
from there.
