I am too a 33 year old female with an ephadrine addiction.
I quit taking the tablets 4 months ago and while it's easy to cut down the dosage and reduce how much you take until you dont take any more, the emotional effect is far harder.
I have a very damaged idea of how I look without my clothes on. Being thin is important to me. Thats why I took the ephadrine in the first place.
It worked. I lost a lot of weight and I felt great. Sadly the ephadrine made my body weak and I kept getting ill with colds. I was also paranoid, irritable and really forgetful.
And so now as I'm clean from epahdrine for 4 months, I face a far greater challenge which is how to love and accept my body now that I have gained weight back to my normal and natural weight. This is the biggest challenge.
I have a supportive hubsand and I'm having other counselling too, but what I would say to you is, if you plan to come off the ephadrine, you should seek out further support dealing with the issues why you take it in the first place.
Freedom from this drug is incredible and I would encourage you to take that step. I feel great most days and I'm on the road to emotional recovery too. Well done for speaking out about your issue, half your battle is already won!!
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