You are not crazy when you have these and I bet your family feels ths same way, concerned, yes but talking to people does help, writing thing things down helps, I do that a lot especially with my pain but keeping a journal helps but I have learned by talking to people or writing it down gets it out of your system instead of letting it build up.
Their is a lot of people talking about this .E.F.T. Also.
Good luck to all of you and if you ever need someone to talk to , I have a big shoulder and a big heart.
Keep us posted on how you are doing.
I am trying to stay positive but their are times that their is a short fuse that must go. I have my animals and they are great therapy and no way would I hurt them or anyone.