For a while now, i've been experiencing some abnormal 'symptoms'. I've been to the doctor about them, but my doctor isn't a very patient man, and immediantly prescribed anti-psychotics, and then - when those had terrible, horrible effects that left me in a state of dysfunction - prescribed an adhd medication. I stopped taking that as well after it effected me strangely. They didn't help my problem, either.
To explain: i'd get started on something - writing/typing usually - and i'd lose focus almost immediantly, and divert my attention to something else. For example? As i'm typing this, my head turns away from the moniter so I can look out the window and stare blankly at the scenery, and my fingers stop typing. Or, if i'm typing/writing something else, i'd get a feeling of... I can't really explain it. Lethargy? And i'd put my head down on the desk. It'd take me hours to finish it with
force - i'd have to
force myself. But while sitting here at the computer, i'm constantly turning to look out the window, losing interest in this.
If anyone could try to pinpoint or hint toward what might be my problem, it'd be very helpful. Thank you.