I am very worried about my recent behaviour, what ever my mind wants to do, it becomes hard for me to accopmlish, like if at the sime time some part of me faught against my will and did not allow me to do what I want!
Its getting worse, it goes from simple things as "i dont want to eat the whole cookie box" for me to eat it or "i want to run around the park" for me to stay sitting in the couch, the problem is becoming larger, im avoiding my responsabilities, even though i've set my mind on doing them, my lifestyle, I want to call my friends and I dont, I want to meet a guy and I hardly ever go out now! Not being able to do the things I have to do makes me very anxious, stressed and even depressed. I am having headaches, very irregular sleeping, nightmares and fatigue all day
help me find a reason for this, I am breaking my mind trying to find an explination!