Hi there, I hope im in the right forum, I really need help here and am to embaressed to tell my mum or the doctor!

I'm 17 and noticed a pain in my rectal area, and upon inspection found a lump just outside the rectum. I read on the internet a bit and read about hemorrhoids, and I think I may have one.
The thing is, I have very bad acne and you would not believe some of the places I get spots (inside my nose etc!). Before actually seeing this thing, I gave it a little squeeze, as it is not uncommon for me to get quite large spots around my rear area. When I did squeeze it, there was a slight..Crunch? Like popping a spot, but nothing came out :?
After reading about hemorrhoids, I saw that they usually go away on their own...My stupid squeeze has got me worried...Have I burst something now?

So my humble questions are:
1. Is it even a hemorrhoid?

2. Have I messed something up with that squeeze?

3. If I have not burst or damaged anything with the squeeze, if I just dislodged or whatever, can I leave the thing alone and it will go awya on its own?

4. If it is a hemorrhoid, does this mean i'm going to get them alot?


It's not terrible painful, and I can go to the toilet fine, but i'm very very worried. I can't thank you folk enough.