Hello all
i am 19 years old. When I was younger (don't remember exact age), I started to develop (grew armpit hair and pubic hair). My body seemed to stop growing though. I have not had any testicular growth nor penis growth - I still have a baby penis I guess you could call it. I can't grow much facial hair either. Laugh all you want but its so embarassing to have, so please refrain from jokes.
I have always been active - I was a swimmer all my childhood/teenage years, could that be a reason for delayed puberty?
Also, I have always had excess fat in my chest area, I remember one time when I was younger (i'd be guessing around 12 years old) I felt lumps under my nipples, they went away. I went to a doctor to see if I could get breast reduction, and I did, but it seems as if they are coming back (even though I am dieting very clean and working out very intensely).
I have never played around with hormones or anything of the sort.
Just glancing at pictures of my parents, they were both developed at a younger age than I am now, and I believe my brother is developed as well (he's actually 3 years younger than me).
I am very embarassed, will not shower in the nude in pubic places, am scared to be intimate with my girlfriend when there is light.
Any advice would be greatly appreciated.