Hi i'm 25 years old, I have had an anxiety
problem for over 4 years now, iv'e tried
everything, been to several specialist all
around the united states, it happened
about 4 years ago, I caught my ex cheating
on me, and when I did I felt like I lot my
mind, I felt so weird, I developed a lump
in my throat, you hear that sometime in
your life, like something left a lump in
your throat, usually a traumatic event of
some sort, this lump has been there for a
while, my throat and upper chest region
one night was swollen so bad that it was
almost impossible to breathe and it was so
uncomfortable, I almost felt like I was
dying or something, I tried to clear my
throat and I spit up some blood, then
right after that I got so dizzy and I
couldnt stand up, I felt so weird, I layed
down to go to sleep that night and I felt
some changes in my mind and body,
metabolic changes? Mind changes? Body
changes? When I woke up the next morning
I felt so different, I didn't feel like it
was me, it was like I had a personality
shift of some sort. I had no emotions at
all. I went to work that day just
without a care in the world. I quit
smoking that day, and that is weird,
because I had smoked for 4 years prior to
that. It was like my body and mind quit
working together, and for me to up and
quit smoking like that, there had to be a
change in the way my body works. I still
have a feeling of a lump in my throat, I
have been on 6 different kinds of
medications and none of them helped, it
seemed like they have made me feel like im
totally nuts. I have some emotions now,
they are coming back to me slowly, I have
researched this for some time now, and it
falls back on anxiety disorders and
stress, when I burp my throat seems to
feel better, lately, I have been wondering
if will ever go away. I have to be
strong and try to relax myself alot, and
try not to get into stressful situations,
if anyone has went though this type of
problem let me know.
