Shizophrenic, Mass Confusion! (or Is It Just Me...?) Posted: 04-19-06 08:39am
I've been reading up on schizophrenia and
i'm getting really confused. For me,
symptoms came on steady- starting out with
the memory difficuties and contemplating
therefore whether or not I had dyslexia.
Poor living then put me into a depression,
I was becoming more irratable, paranoia
became a factor too. Then came the
convulsions, i've never gone into a full
on blackout fit par se; I remember each
one and there's a kind of twisted euphoria
that comes with each of them, a comforting
rush of endorphines. I have no idea
what's going on with me at the moment, it
doesn't worry me. But I wouldn't mind
knowing what it is. Could it be that I
am in fact a schizophrenic? Or could I
just be in the midst of some
hormone-enduced dyslexic, epileptic,
depression hybrid?
