:!: about three monthes ago I noticed a small maybe an 1/8th of an inch white "spot" on my penis head... The head was also seemed more red and shiney then usual.. I really didnt think to much of it, but the other day I decided to do some research, I havent been to the Dr. But I know its hpv.. I have warts along the rim of my d**k head... The lower shaft aslo resembles a strawberry pattern of small white spots... I also have them in my mouth.. Small pimple looking unpainfull bumps.. Im really not sure how long ive had this. Ive been sexualy active since 14 (18 now) ive been w/ 5 people, only 2 "unpretected" I know that condoms dont stop the warts, but im having a hard time finding out where I got this from, I dont want to say "hey I have hpv, do you ?" .. Hell I didnt know until under a week ago.... Ive lost tons of sleep........ Can I ever get rid of it? Is there a cure? Can I have a normal life........... Can I have kids........... Im reading all kinds of stuff on the news, in magazines, and this is effecting alot of people? I do know that the hpv I have causes warts, and I do know I have them in my f**king mouth.... Can I pass them to other people, by cigerrettes, sharing drinks, or by just not washing my hands after I piss.... Can my grandma get them from the toilet seat, or washing my clothes?

What are my steps here, I know I need to go to a Dr. But I dont drive and I dont want to tell my parents... They dont need to know... So what now?

Ive read, some stuff about vitamin c and immune system stuff, but im taking oxycyclin (w/e that stuffs called) an antibiotic for acne, and shouldnt that help my immune?

Also since I dont know how long ive had this, could it do serious damage to my body.

Thanks for everything