I had twins february 27 and they put me on the depo shot on march 1st.of 2007. it is now may 2009 and my periods are just now starting again but, they aren't normal at all . i haven't had 1 in 2 months now .im not pregnant and im scared i will never be able to get pregnant again. the sad thing about all this is i gave my twins up for adoption ,at the time it was the best thing to do for them, i now and always have known they are in good care and they are together.now that my life is straightened out ,my husband and i want to have a baby .im so afraid ,im 30 and life is going by so fast .what if i can't get pregnant again ,before the depo ,i had 2 miscarriages,1 abortion ,which i hate myself for, and i do have a 4 year old daughter whom is not with me. lust alot of bad choices in my life have left me here.i believe karma has paid its due to me and i just want a chance to be a good mother and do everything i couldnt with my others. maybe im just punished by never being able to have kids again ........ depo is horrible ! dont take it