I've had problems with depression, and anxiety since I was around 7yrs old, around that time I started to think I was "fat". I didn't fall into annorexic habits until I was 12 1/2, and at that point I didn't realize that I was doing it. It got bad when I was 16-20, at one point I was 8st 4lb (i'm 6ft w/ an hour glass bone structure). I was also bulemic from 18-20, and it was really hard for me to get out of that cycle.
Anyways, to get to the point of this, I had head trauma 2mos ago and I had a concussion which is now post concussion syndrome and I have a spinal injury as well, the meds they've got me on make me gain weight. That, and being alone all the time is making me have self destructive thoughts again. I feel guilty for eating again and basically hate looking in the mirror.

Does anyone else with eating disorders mainly feel like "i'm not good enough" I find myself putting blame for everything on myself , relationship problems, anything that goes wrong etc, and then I feel like I need to punish myself, like i'm not worth it.

I was just wondering if it's just me or if everyone else w/ eating disorders has these kind of feelings too?