Hello this is melissa had lupus for close to four years now the doctor said I have a mild case of lupus ,will ieventually get worse he hasnt explained anything to me everything I know about this is what I have read on the internet he doesnt explain my test results or anything . I am seeking out a new doctor that will be more informative for me . I also was wondering about how lupus effects your brain because I have been depressed all of my life but now I just feel angry and never feel good at all if one thing is not bothering me its another but here lately my mental state hasnt been good at all and that bothers me a lot maybe i'm going crazy I just get so stressed out about everything if anyone has any information for me it would be appreciated. I also have never been married I have a boyfriend but hes doesnt understand about my health much I am worried no one else will want me because i'm overweight too and have lupus. :