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Solitude
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Joined: 25 Mar 2006
Posts: 1
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I'm the Ugliest Piece of Crap to Ever Exist.
Posted: 03-25-06 22:50pm
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I believe that much of my low self-esteem
stems from my disappointment and hatred of
my looks. I have been suggested to go to
get counselling, but the counsellors
basically say the same meaningless answers
to me.
I know it's such a pointless thing to be
upset about, but the instant people see my
face, they either turn away in disgust.
If not, then i'll just assume that they
are anyway. People at school have made
sure that I remember that i'm ugly and a
waste of oxygen everyday.
I don't ever want to be in a relationship
with any one since I don't want to spread
my genetic scum. I honestly would not
want to have my children take after me and
to go through the same experiences I have.
I have zero friends...In highschool
everyone has already chosen their cliche
to be with anyway. Then again, I avoid
school so much mainly because I don't want
to pain everyone there by having to look
at my face.
I take care of myself, and am healthy, but
I can't help but my efforts are pointless
because even the people treat me like a
lesser being because of my appearance.
Only my mom doesn't...I know she loves me
very much, but sometimes I wish that she
didn't exist so I could go kill myself.
I feel like such a pathetic loser to make
such a dramatic deal about it...But I just
had to tell someone. Even if it's
online...At least I can have some
anonymity ...
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jessica_3282
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Joined: 24 Mar 2006
Posts: 3
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Posted: 03-26-06 11:27am
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Hello there. I am sorry to hear that you
are feeling so down. You must remember
that beauty is in the eye of the beholder.
Also, it is what you think about
yourself that counts the most. Do not
think or care about what others think of
you. Are you still in high school? If
so, I suggest that you not even bother
with the people at your school. I have
to say that I know how you feel. I have
two sisters that everyone thinks are
beautiful and I was never told that I was.
It's hard, but what I worked on most was
not what was on the outside but what was
on the inside. I know, that sounds
cheesy but I found that it really helped
me to work on my personality. People
might judge you first based on how you
look but they stick around for who you are
on the inside. At least that is how I
feel. Anyway, I am rambling a bit but
just know that I know where you are coming
from. If you would like to talk, you can
pm me.
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lonelychick
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Joined: 23 Apr 2006
Posts: 9
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Posted: 04-23-06 22:30pm
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I doubt you're even ugly at all...
I totally agree with that last person too,
it's the inside that counts:)
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tippytoescharlotte
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 10 Jul 2007
Posts: 3
Location: uk
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Re: I'm the Ugliest Piece of Crap to Ever Exist.
Posted: 07-10-07 18:42pm
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i bet ur not ugly at all! i know how it
feels though, i hate so much the way i
look n there's nothing i can do about it n
iv missed so much time off school cuz i
dont want anyone to see me. but im so sure
ur not ugly at all so dont think it.
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young Girl
Especially EHEALTHy
Joined: 21 Jun 2007
Posts: 13932
Location: everythings better in, texas USA
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Posted: 07-10-07 18:49pm
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hi
can i please see a picture of you
im here to talk if you ever just need
someone to talk to
im really down to earth and opinionated
im a pretty nice person to talk to and i
listen well
PM me if ya like
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Fairy*Godmother
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Joined: 11 Oct 2003
Posts: 1422
Location: , Georgia USA
Thanks: 61
Thanked:76
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Hi There
Posted: 07-10-07 18:55pm
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Beauty comes from WITHIN..........not the
outter shell of a person. If a person is
so sahllow they can not see what a
wonderful and caring person you are, the
hell iwth them. They do not deserve to be
your friend. Its not what a person looks
like, the color of their skin etc, its how
you treat other people................I'll
be your friend..........I am always here.
I know there a lots of others here who
will be your friend as well. We don't care
what you look like or what you think you
look like.........you come across as being
a very nice person. And, that all that
matters to me! 
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young Girl
Especially EHEALTHy
Joined: 21 Jun 2007
Posts: 13932
Location: everythings better in, texas USA
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Posted: 07-10-07 18:56pm
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i hate how shallow people are these days
im not perfect but im beautiful.
i believe taht and i dont care what anyone
else thinks
i think my ears are too big and my nose is
too big. and my teeth are ugly
but i love myself
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lorriebrown13
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 11 Jul 2007
Posts: 1
Location: Indy
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Cheer Up!
Posted: 07-11-07 14:35pm
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No one is ugly.
It sounds to me like you are very very
depressed.
Please seek medical advice.
You need to start enjoying life.
Life is too darn short to have the awful
attitude you do.
Love yourself.
Read up on the subject.
Self esteem.
Good Luck to You!
Lorrie
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young Girl
Especially EHEALTHy
Joined: 21 Jun 2007
Posts: 13932
Location: everythings better in, texas USA
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Posted: 07-12-07 16:50pm
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DONT seek medical advice and let them drug
you up on dope
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Michaellewis09
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 16 Jul 2007
Posts: 3
Location: Boone,Iowa
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Hi
Posted: 07-16-07 04:04am
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Just be happy u dont look like
me............lol
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Dedrin
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Joined: 16 Jul 2007
Posts: 2
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Posted: 07-16-07 05:57am
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Lol you look fine to me man. You look like
any normal person should look like.
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Twylight
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 17 Jul 2007
Posts: 1
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My Take On This Subject
Posted: 07-17-07 23:43pm
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I have always been the type of person that
never looked for the most hansom man to be
with. When I was young and in school.. I
felt like I went through an ackward stage
while growing up. And during that time
all of the girls would treat me really
bad.. and guys also.
Sure.. I did not have much going for me
back then... but I knew that some where
deep inside of me I was going to be
different.
The people at school would snicker when I
would have a boyfriend that they did not
approve of... and try to compair me to him
as if it was some sort of scocial climbing
that we were participating in. They did
not find him attractive... he was cute in
his own way but a little nerdy.
When I graduated high school I was told
that I was pretty.... but I still took it
hard on myself and thought.."that person
was just being nice when they said that".
There would be times I could look in the
mirror and see a pretty girl looking back
at me... and then there would be other
days when I would look at myself and think
I was the ugliest person on the face of
the earth and did not diserve to even be
here.
I always wanted to be married with
children.
I met my husband when I went out with a
girlfriend at a club. Still that cute guy
but still a little on the nerdy side. He
has always told me that he things I am
beautiful.. even when I don't look my best
and feel my best. I use to tell him to be
quiet and not talk to me that way but now
I am trying to except it more from him...
that is his way of telling me he loves me
for who I am. Yes some days I may wake up
and feel completely aweful about myself
think I am not pretty enough to live this
life... and other days I wake up and I
think... "damn I am cute.." the point
is... I have found love and cutting myself
down not only hurts me.... but hurts my
husbands feelings also... because he
thinks of me as beautiful...even after 13
years of marriage.
I am trying daily to repair my thoughts
about myself... when I see something I
don't like about myself I try to find
other things I like about myself and they
are not always looks... because my beauty
is more then skin deep.. I love and care
for others and I dedicate myself to be a
good person to all... even to thoughs that
try to hurt me... I have been that way
for 34 years and I will try to continue
for the rest of my days on this earth...
however long that may be..
Oh, Please remember this... High School is
just a distant memory when you become an
adult. Those people that make you feel
bad today will not matter to you in the
future... You make your life great.. it
starts by trying to work on your inner
self first.
My grandma once told me "True beauty is
found on the inside."
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young Girl
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Joined: 21 Jun 2007
Posts: 13932
Location: everythings better in, texas USA
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Posted: 07-17-07 23:46pm
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high school sucks just drop out
lol
jk jk dont listen to me
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Dale123
Active User, Really EHEALTHy
Joined: 01 Jul 2007
Posts: 697
Location: Barrie, On Canada
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Re: Hi There
Posted: 07-18-07 00:19am
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| Fairy*Godmother
wrote: | | Beauty comes from
WITHIN..........not the outter shell of a
person. If a person is so sahllow they can
not see what a wonderful and caring person
you are, the hell iwth them. They do not
deserve to be your friend. Its not what a
person looks like, the color of their skin
etc, its how you treat other
people................I'll be your
friend..........I am always here. I know
there a lots of others here who will be
your friend as well. We don't care what
you look like or what you think you look
like.........you come across as being a
very nice person. And, that all that
matters to me! |
I totally agree! You're probably a very
beautiful person. I am sure that you could
make friends at school you just have to be
there to meet them. I wish I could see a
picture of you though. I will be your
friend to no matter WHAT you look like! If
you're in high school right now. Sometimes
in school people judge and make fun of
people because they're too fat too skinny
etc. I remember when I was in grade 9
people used to make fun of me because I
was over weight and my self esteem dropped
I didn't want to go to school.. Infact I
avoided it like you did. THEN one day I
just thought WHO are these people to
determine MY future! (it took me till
grade 11 to realize this) I went on in
life at high school hating it totally I
wouldn't even eat lunch at school I was so
embarrassed about my weight. HOWEVER it
made me stronger. I volunteered in a
daycare (kids don't care what you look
like) I went on to college for my ECE and
I did really well, during college people
were more grown up really nice. I made
ALOT of friends it was nothing like
highschool. In college I lost weight. I
ended up getting my diploma and then I
went to university and while I was
university I was a model. Its funny
because I thought that I was such a gross
loser. ITs funny though because when I
was modelling.. I still felt kinda gross..
HOWEVER, NOW I am just happy with my life
and what I do.. I am a teacher. I can help
children learn. I am not too worried about
my looks anymore I am more so worried
about helping. EVERYone is here for a
reason. AND I think that you're probably
going to get out of this weird teenager
stage and come out a beautiful butterfly!
Oh and what is wrong with your face?
Because I can't really see much being
wrong PM me a picture. Also EVERYONE is
different. I think that EVERYONE is
BEAUTIFUL in there own way. I am sure that
you have some great qualities too. You
should write out a list of your good
qualities inside and out. You sound nice
PM me if you want!
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Dale123
Active User, Really EHEALTHy
Joined: 01 Jul 2007
Posts: 697
Location: Barrie, On Canada
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Re: Hi
Posted: 07-18-07 00:25am
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| Michaellewis09
wrote: | Just be happy u dont look
like me............lol
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I don't think that you're ugly at all.. I
think that you are handsome and I really
like your eyes!
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Kureji
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Joined: 29 Jul 2007
Posts: 14
Location: TN
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Posted: 07-29-07 01:15am
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It's like I wrote this..  And
btw, you can't be the ugliest piece of
crap to ever exist because that's my
current occupation. 
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j_j89
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 08 Jul 2007
Posts: 19
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Posted: 07-29-07 01:34am
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Solitude and Kureji, stay strong. I know
its way too cliche, but it is truly whats
going to get you to where you want to be.
pm me sometime if you want to talk, my
post on here would just be way to long.
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Dale123
Active User, Really EHEALTHy
Joined: 01 Jul 2007
Posts: 697
Location: Barrie, On Canada
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Posted: 07-30-07 20:40pm
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Hey there.. I was wondering.. How old are
you?
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