For the last year I havent been eating normal at all.. Ive been eating only when my parents absolutly made me...I usually say im goign to eat in my room and I always give my food to my dog or throw it out the window. When they me eat I always go purge as soon as I get the chance.. I love purging it makes me so happy... I I weighed around 160 last year... Which alot of that is mucsle.. Im a cheerleader... And now I weight around 144..... I hate my weight its soo disgusting my goal weight is 93 pounds. I really wishi could get there.. I have youth leadersand friends tellme I have a problem wiht a ed but I dont think I have one sinmce im not underweight do you think I have an eating disorder? Do you thinki need treatment.. My friends have been tryign to get me to apply for mercy ministries treatment home.. But I dont know if im bad enough for an inpatient treatment like that... What do you guys think? I relaly need your advise.. Im so confused