I'm actually 20, I have no idea why I am still going on like this. I mean 4 periods and a negative hpt at 13 weeks? I think it's just a result of my current situation in life....I am going through a very, very tough time. And here is the best part, in which you guys will probably want to punch me in the face, but the event in which I think the "pregnancy" resulted from....I don't even think we had sex. I was pretty intoxicated (so stupid, I know I know I know), and from my recollection we didn't even have sex, not as in like the pull-out method, but no penetration at all. I know you can still get pregnant without penetration but very unlikely. And even if we did have sex, which i'm pretty sure we didnt, I think its safe to say after 4 periods i'm not pregnant. Also, I have been through other much riskier sexual encounters especially when I was younger, like you would have thought I was practically begging to get pregnant. And I have never freaked out like this. Ever. I seriously feel like I am insane. I really don't get it?? Since I am going through a pretty hard time right now, and I have had some pretty messed up things happen to me, I guess I feel like the worst case thing would happen to me, so I think i'm just expecting this. I think i'm just still thinking this because of stress, and also I have no insurance so I can't really go to the doctor. I don't know, I just read stuff about like women never showing positive on hpts and getting regular periods all 9 months, and I guess i'm just worried that I would have a really unhealthy baby, seeing as how I couldn't get prenatal care since I can't even afford a blood test at the doctor, and I am very underweight and generally unhealthy. I've had off and on symptoms, but no obvious ones like morning sickness...Etc. I really have no one to talk about this to and I guess I just need advice/support.