Oh breanna I know cause like you said I am goning through the same thing I know that any thing I say won't help you cause I feel the same way......................I know that when we find something that works will be the day we stop this madness and nobode and no 1 and nothing can stop us cause we wan't this and you probably feel the same way I do and well there is nothing I can say to help or fix your problem but tell you that you need to stop and that any time you feel like crying I have a spare shoulder cause I think you would do the same for me....And one day we will be all better and mess
luv ya kayla

Hey sweetie. I know where your at and I know how bad it feels. Its terrible. Btw my real name is not breeanna. Lol. Anyway. Bulimia will not make you lose weight. Not in the long term. After about a year or so you will gain the weight back because your body gets too smart dammit! Uno all those hotto stars you see on tv.. They work out. Everyday. And they get to their bodies they want. Thats how you have to, if you really want to babe. Exercise makes you feel good inside. Really. Sorry I dont have much to say. I just wanted you to know that someone cares.

Actually I do have something to say. Lol. My best friend and I are in the same situation as you and your bestie. We both have bulimia, her for longer, but we are both on the path to recovery. I tell you its 10000000 times easier if you ring each other and can support each, because you both know each other so well and can encourage each other in the best possible way. You can do it. Xxx

Yeah I know what u mean that is so sweet I gotta spare shoulder to. Well I love ya bye

You do not want to end up in a hospital bed , unable to walk, with brittle bones and a bad esophagus having to be fed by a tube, unable to help yourself or just killing yourself, hurting others that care and love you as this is what can happen if you do not get it under control it is good to go on the buddy system but you have to be honest and you do have to realize that you are not alone in this. If you are having a difficult time with this, you might think of going to mental health and please do not take me wrong, I am not trying to say that you are crazy as we all need a little help sometime in our lives and she is right, it does take baby steps, no one expects you to go and eat a huge meal.
The best to all of you that are trying, I realize it is not easy road but I know that you can do it as I have faith in you and you are in my thoughts!
Good luck!

Gurl you don't need to get mental help you just need to realize that you want to do live or die I know that you want to live I luv you and want you to get better.

Hey...
I went through the same phase.. I'm a bulic, 3 to 4 years now (i've gone through different states of it).
I thought i'd never stop it, specially when I started throwing up, but now I know it is possible.
I started throwing up this year, after the holidays season, in january. Everyday i'd do the same thing. And wanna know more? I started gaining weight! I'm 5'2 (height) and weight about 123 pounds, so there's not a big difference between us.
I'm not still ok, but i'm trying hard not to overeat (sometimes it still happens but it's not as it used to be) and also not to throw up. I haven't thrown up for 15 days today! =)
the best way for you to lose weight, if you really want to, in a healthy way is to go to a nutritionist.

I'll always be here if you wanna talk or need some help. :)
we know you can do it in a good way, you can!

Love,
alda