Somebody Plz Help Me Before I Kill Myself Posted: 03-21-06 18:28pm
Hey im 14, 5ft 4in and weigh 128. Most of
my friends say im not fat but that dont
really help nothing so I started taking
matters in my own hands(bad descision-i
think) first I tried exercising, it lasted
for two weeks I cant find much time. Then
I started throwing up after every meal,
snack, and candy. That did not last long
so I went on a salad diet, well nobody can
help me and there is never any salad left
at school, so that was a scratch to. So I
started throwing up today. Onlly my best
friend kayla knows because shes doing it
to. My moma did this when she was young
and ended up in the hospitial bed. I dont
wanna end up like that but I dont wanna be
fat either. Somebody plz help me im going
insane. Well thank you for your time and
patience, please take me seriously when I
say kill myself
breanna
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Kaylathecoolest
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 18 Mar 2006 Posts: 73
I Know This Is What I Can Do How About You? Posted: 03-21-06 18:39pm
Oh breanna I know cause like you said I am
goning through the same thing I know that
any thing I say won't help you cause I
feel the same way......................I
know that when we find something that
works will be the day we stop this madness
and nobode and no 1 and nothing can stop
us cause we wan't this and you probably
feel the same way I do and well there is
nothing I can say to help or fix your
problem but tell you that you need to stop
and that any time you feel like crying I
have a spare shoulder cause I think you
would do the same for me....And one day we
will be all better and mess
luv ya kayla
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breeanna
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 01 Oct 2005 Posts: 79
Posted: 03-21-06 18:42pm
Hey sweetie. I know where your at and I
know how bad it feels. Its terrible. Btw
my real name is not breeanna. Lol.
Anyway. Bulimia will not make you lose
weight. Not in the long term. After
about a year or so you will gain the
weight back because your body gets too
smart dammit! Uno all those hotto stars
you see on tv.. They work out. Everyday.
And they get to their bodies they want.
Thats how you have to, if you really want
to babe. Exercise makes you feel good
inside. Really. Sorry I dont have much
to say. I just wanted you to know that
someone cares.
Actually I do have something to say. Lol.
My best friend and I are in the same
situation as you and your bestie. We both
have bulimia, her for longer, but we are
both on the path to recovery. I tell you
its 10000000 times easier if you ring each
other and can support each, because you
both know each other so well and can
encourage each other in the best possible
way. You can do it. Xxx
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country_babe91
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 21 Mar 2006 Posts: 4
Re: I Know This Is What I Can Do How About You? Posted: 03-21-06 18:42pm
Yeah I know what u mean that is so sweet I
gotta spare shoulder to. Well I love ya
bye
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sandyallen
Extremely EHEALTHy
Joined: 02 Feb 2004 Posts: 4580
Posted: 03-21-06 19:04pm
You do not want to end up in a hospital
bed , unable to walk, with brittle bones
and a bad esophagus having to be fed by a
tube, unable to help yourself or just
killing yourself, hurting others that care
and love you as this is what can happen if
you do not get it under control it is good
to go on the buddy system but you have to
be honest and you do have to realize that
you are not alone in this. If you are
having a difficult time with this, you
might think of going to mental health and
please do not take me wrong, I am not
trying to say that you are crazy as we all
need a little help sometime in our lives
and she is right, it does take baby steps,
no one expects you to go and eat a huge
meal.
The best to all of you that are trying, I
realize it is not easy road but I know
that you can do it as I have faith in you
and you are in my thoughts!
Good luck!
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Kaylathecoolest
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 18 Mar 2006 Posts: 73
Posted: 03-21-06 19:47pm
Gurl you don't need to get mental help you
just need to realize that you want to do
live or die I know that you want to live I
luv you and want you to get better.
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v00d00cita
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Re: Somebody Plz Help Me Before I Kill Myself Posted: 03-22-06 04:37am
Hey...
I went through the same phase.. I'm a
bulic, 3 to 4 years now (i've gone through
different states of it).
I thought i'd never stop it, specially
when I started throwing up, but now I know
it is possible.
I started throwing up this year, after the
holidays season, in january. Everyday i'd
do the same thing. And wanna know more?
I started gaining weight! I'm 5'2
(height) and weight about 123 pounds, so
there's not a big difference between us.
I'm not still ok, but i'm trying hard not
to overeat (sometimes it still happens but
it's not as it used to be) and also not to
throw up. I haven't thrown up for 15 days
today! =)
the best way for you to lose weight, if
you really want to, in a healthy way is to
go to a nutritionist.
I'll always be here if you wanna talk or
need some help. :)
we know you can do it in a good way, you
can!
