:? I know what you are going through. You are going to be walking on eggshells for awhile. You have two choices... Throw your feelings out there, wear your heart on your sleeve, as they say, and let her know how you feel. That way there is no confusion on her part. Perhaps she is in the same straights as you...Wondering how to act when she sees you.
Or... You can hide your feelings and force her to express hers first.
Thing is, are you willing to take a chance that she is hurt enough not to go there with you...?
You admitted in the previous post that your actions are the one that began all this tension and misunderstanding..Perhaps it is your actions that will put it all to rest. Go for it, smile when you see her, hug her and tell her how you missed her. She will see the truth or not...But at least you will have tried. Why put it off any longer?