I want to get a healthy diet before I become serious unhealthy and bulimic first of all I am just testing my limits and seeing how it feels to do these things but I am seeing that it is difficult to do these things but I do see some results like losing 5 lbs and such!!!! Ok here is another thing I want to not get adicted to this I know that I am just starting to do it but everyday I try to push myself farther and farther... Also I wonder why do I do this to myself I know you can die and your teeth will decay and your intestines could mess up or something like that but I just have 1 common goal I do tell my friends that I am doing this but I know it sounds stupid but when I tell them I want them to stop myself cause when I get to where I want to lose weight and I do it unhealthy I want them to stop me and help me in whatever way I need. :oops: