I am 36, was on birth control for about 9 years but have been off for about 3 months. i plan to get pregnant this spring early summer when I turn 37. I have a 18 and 9 year old but this time everything just seems so different. i worry so much now and want to know if anyone out there can give me any info that would help me out. I was not sure if I wanted to have another baby but now that I am sure I am afraid I cant even though I had noo problem with my first 2. please help calm my mind

I was seeing a guy for 2 years and never used protection, and never bothered to use birth control as i never fell pregnant for 2 years, so I didnt think I could fall pregnant because of my age 37 now. And now I am 5 months pregnant. Biggest suprise ever. So don't think it will never happen. I have 3 kids already....18, 11 and 7. So I thought my baby days were over. I guess not.