I am 26 years olad and having a terrible fear that I could schizophrenic. I have such irrational thoughts. Mostly when I am alone. I hate to be alone because this is when I get them. I am a single mother and have been through a lot. My father died unexpectedly when I was 14. He was an alcoholic and now my daughter's father who I have been on and off with for 9 years is a drug addict and I get extremely stressed out.
Anyway, I sometimes feel so paranoid that I am going crazy. I think that if I leave my daughter in her sunday school class she may not be there when I go back to get her or if I am driving down side streets and a car is turning all the same ways I am that they may be following me. I could be shopping with family and if I lose them in the store, I won't find them and that I must be crazy. When I have paranois thoughts and feelings, I know they are irrational and silly, but I almost feel like I have become obssesed with them and have to check things to be sure I am sane. What could be the problem? I am seeing a counselor now.