Hey all, ok so I have smoked cannabis for about a year straight now, and have tripped on mushrooms 4 times within 2 months. I am a 16 year old male, and I am happy to report that I have completely stopped using these drugs and I am trying to get my life back on track. Lately I have been having abnormal thoughs. Sometimes I wonder if I am schizophrenic. I can still act civilized around friends, family, and I still like to have fun. I admit, and have knowledge that I am a hypochondriac. Sometimes I wonder if I am just imagining my very life. I always wonder that if I was a schizo, how would I know it? Like I think that I am imaging my life. Lol sometimes the thought goes away and I laugh about it, but sometimes I actually think that I am imaging it all because of movies like fight club, the secret window, and other movies. I also have thoughts about movies being totally fake, which they are, but it makes me not enjoy them as much. Also I look at the human race as intelligent animals. Lol well that is pritty much what we are. I keep good hygene, and I am physically healthy. I just want reasurance that im not crazy. I honestly think that the drugs were a factor in this sudden increase in paranoia. What do you all think. I dont hallucinate, and I dont hear sounds (except for when im about to fall asleep but they are like funny sounds in my head not like someone talking to me) could I just be thinking about this too much causing me to think like this? Plz reply because this thought is killing me!
I suggest that you go to the doctors and express your concern for some reason I don't think it's because of the drugs. I think it's great that you quit doing them though.. My grandmother has schizophrenia s he has similar outbursts. It could also be your mind playing tricks on you. Because you say you are a hypochondriac. You never know I would totally suggest going to a doctor, because I have heard of people who are bi polar doing the same things.. Confusing! You need to get to a doctor.