Please Help I Beg of You! Posted: 03-19-06 00:35am
Hey all, ok so I have smoked cannabis for
about a year straight now, and have
tripped on mushrooms 4 times within 2
months. I am a 16 year old male, and I am
happy to report that I have completely
stopped using these drugs and I am trying
to get my life back on track. Lately I
have been having abnormal thoughs.
Sometimes I wonder if I am schizophrenic.
I can still act civilized around friends,
family, and I still like to have fun. I
admit, and have knowledge that I am a
hypochondriac. Sometimes I wonder if I am
just imagining my very life. I always
wonder that if I was a schizo, how would I
know it? Like I think that I am imaging
my life. Lol sometimes the thought goes
away and I laugh about it, but sometimes I
actually think that I am imaging it all
because of movies like fight club, the
secret window, and other movies. I also
have thoughts about movies being totally
fake, which they are, but it makes me not
enjoy them as much. Also I look at the
human race as intelligent animals. Lol
well that is pritty much what we are. I
keep good hygene, and I am physically
healthy. I just want reasurance that im
not crazy. I honestly think that the
drugs were a factor in this sudden
increase in paranoia. What do you all
think. I dont hallucinate, and I dont
hear sounds (except for when im about to
fall asleep but they are like funny sounds
in my head not like someone talking to me)
could I just be thinking about this too
much causing me to think like this? Plz
reply because this thought is killing me!
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StacyD
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 12 Mar 2006 Posts: 83 Location: Canada
Schizophrenia Posted: 03-19-06 01:40am
I suggest that you go to the doctors and
express your concern for some reason I
don't think it's because of the drugs. I
think it's great that you quit doing them
though.. My grandmother has schizophrenia
s he has similar outbursts. It could also
be your mind playing tricks on you.
Because you say you are a hypochondriac.
You never know I would totally suggest
going to a doctor, because I have heard of
people who are bi polar doing the same
things.. Confusing! You need to get to a
doctor.
Take care keep me updated
stacy
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asilaydying420
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 16 Mar 2006 Posts: 6 Location: Wonderland
Posted: 03-19-06 02:05am
They arent realy outburst, they are just
momentary thoughts that dont really affect
anything that I do. The thought just
comes and then I realize it then I stop
thinking about it, and its all good.
