I see woman in black wedding dress Posted: 03-15-06 23:53pm
Hello. I don't know where to start. I
don't think I have schizophrenia, but I
wonder if someone can tell me what could
be wrong. When I was around 3 or 4, I
started seeing an image of a woman. She
wears what appears to be a black wedding
dress. She has messy hair. She always
stands by my door when I do see her. She
only spoke to me once. She said, "shhh,
it's okay." i'm afraid of her still to
this day. I dream about her, and
sometimes I believe I can feel her
presence. After many years, I was
talking to my older brother. The topic
came up, even though we had never talked
about it before. He has seen her as
well. Now i'm not sure if she is real or
imagined. We established by our ages, I
was the first to start seeing her. Now
days, I stay up all night securing the
windows and doors, cause i'm afraid of
intruders. After doing so, I think, "
man they got me now, now i'm trapped,
cause I nailed the windows shut, they
tricked me." then after that, i'm afraid
she's here. What is wrong with me? I'm
now afraid of doors and can't sleep unless
I can see them. They can't be behind me.
I hate windows as well. Please can
someone help me make sense of this. I
just need a logical explaination. Thank
you for your time.
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Himmler
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 28 Jul 2006 Posts: 3 Location: Washington
Posted: 07-28-06 07:34am
To be straight, I myself have seen someone
who fits taht description. I have only
directly seen her once, and she was
standing off to the side as I walked home
from school (this was a few years ago) and
had on that black almost weeding like
dress, messy dark hair, and just stared at
me. She did not even move. Odder still,
is that she was attended by a wolf. Not
just a big dog, but an actual wolf, and it
sat there; the two of them simply made no
response and stared at me. Not moving.
Nobody else has ever seen of them, even
though it was right near a house in a
neighboorhood.
About your case, though, I am curiously
attracted to it being just this one woman.
Even though I only have that small bit of
information from your post, it seems a
very linear path of the woman, then the
doors and the windows (from the fear of
intruders). It could be simply some
trauma response or ideation. I do not
know how things have transgressed since
then, but have you had anything else
happen? As in: how are your social
relations? Is it only in specific
buildings, places or when you sleep that
you have a fear of windows and or doors?
Does your mental funcitoning (as in
clarity in thinking) seem mostly the same
otherwise than those things? Your
emotions and emotional continuity from day
to day?
