This week is not going well at all. I
have a bf and he is upset about something
and im always worried he might do
something because of his back ground of
being a cutter. I feel like a total
failure b/c lately in feb I got out of an
ed hospital and I already began cutting
again and have been worrying bout my
weight. To make it worst my mom that
knows I have an ed has recently decided to
go on a diet and fill the house with non
fat foods and doing other things. Im so
miserable right now. Im thinking bout
killin myself overdoesing I need help
please someone give me advice
sarah :(
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Fairy Godmother
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Joined: 11 Oct 2003 Posts: 1492 Location: , Georgia USA
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God Help Posted: 03-15-06 19:00pm
Sarah, I totally understand what you must
be going through. First, its more of a
control thing. Eating and cutting are
things you can control. With that said,
be the bigger person and do not allow
yourself to hurt you. There are so many
things beyond our control. Feeling out of
control is why we become so depressed and
do the "weird stuff" we sometimes do.Not
sure how old you are, I take it you are
still in school and living at home. You
can not control the things your bf does,
but you can be there for emotional
support. In your title for this subject,
you wrote god help....With that said, I
can honestly tell you from 48 years of
being a living miracle myself. I have
asked the lord so many times for so many
blessings and he has yet to fail me.
Sometimes it may not be the answer you
want to hear. You are young and have your
entire life ahead of you. You choose to
be a winner and fight and have the best
life you could possibly have, or you can
choose to give up, let it all go to hell
in a hand basket....In the long run, its
your choice. I kinda have a gut feeling
your a fighter like me. Hang in there
girlfriend. I hope I have helped you feel
some better! Can always send me private
email!
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mxgurlie101
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 17 Dec 2005 Posts: 92 Location: maryland
Thanxs Posted: 03-19-06 21:56pm
Thanx so much for the reply I had no idea
what to do I felt as if I were falling in
a huge hole and kept falling. Ive been
really depressed lately and feel the way I
felt on my last post alot more often.
Fairygod mother who ever you are thanxs
and I hope to keep in touch. Who knows I
might need your advice again.
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Kaylathecoolest
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 18 Mar 2006 Posts: 73
Get Better Soon K... Posted: 03-22-06 20:36pm
Oh I don't know what to tell you but I am
sorry about what is happening to you and
that I hope you will get better I will
pray for you...
Kayla~i hope you get better!!!
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mxgurlie101
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 17 Dec 2005 Posts: 92 Location: maryland
Thanks Posted: 03-23-06 20:32pm
Thanks for replying it makes me feel
better even know I dont know you it makes
me feel like someone cares at least I just
been feeling so horribly lately I just
want to curl up in a ball and die
sarah
