I want to second jimmy..
Trust me, pray to jesus and ask him to give you understanding and comfort and he will. No matter what you hear in this world, our lord jesus loves to heal, comfort, guide and bless us, the rest are lies and our sicknesses and pain brought on by mans ways. Try it, youll be blessed so much you wont even feel that agonizing pain any more, you still have to go through life wich can be distressing but with the lord on your side, you will have nothing to fear, for he is faithfull even when we are not. Just pray that you believe god loves us so much that he sent his only son (jesus) to die for our sins, and by trusting in his son jesus ask for him to forgive your sins and you will enter into a personal relationship with him, wich he will bless forever !! I promise you your pain and heartache will be taken away !!
God bless each of you in your time of need and for the rest of your days in him.