I'm Just a Kid, But I'm Addicted to Porn Posted: 03-11-06 02:04am
I watch the most horrible things, yet I
adore them... Until afterwards, after i'm
washing up, when I realize what I watch,
and I feel filthy. I'm a 15 year old
girl, no other problems to all eyes,
except for this. I could shrug it off,
except for the content of what I watch -
usually involving rape, and in fantasies I
either am raped or am raping someone else.
I want it to stop, but I can't go to my
mom or my friends... Please, is there
anythign I can do?
[put here as well as addiction forum
because I need all the help I can get.]
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jimic
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 27 Mar 2006 Posts: 27 Location: WI, US
What Posted: 04-04-06 22:49pm
Porns a problem?!!
Ehh seriously thou, I wouldnt give it much
thought, I feel the same way after im done
etc but in the end I realized the only
reason I feel uncomfortable is kinda
because I was told you were sposed to you
could say, easiest way to stop I found
tho, is to get caught
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kage_rod
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Joined: 11 Mar 2006 Posts: 2
Posted: 04-12-06 23:56pm
Getting caught'd screw me over, double
time, but I guess that'd help me stop,
ne?
I guess it's true, but --- I dunno, it
just doesn't seem like it's normal in the
least.
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reichi-heika
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Joined: 29 Apr 2006 Posts: 2
Posted: 04-29-06 13:33pm
I'm a fifteen-year-old girl, too. Hah. I
have the same problem, for the most part -
but I don't see it as much of a problem as
it is a habit. It's not a very bad habit,
either. Sexuality is normal for us, and
as long as it's not painful - unless you
like that kinda' thing - or harmful,
I should really say, then don't feel bad
about it. A great majority of females
masturbate, and read/watch pornography.
Don't get so bent out of shape about it.
To feel guilty is normal. Hell, I still
feel guilty sometimes, but it's just an
immediate reflex to what i've done and
what the older generation has to say about
it.
As long as you're not hurting yourself or
anyone else, then embrace the pleasure
your body can produce for ya' as much as
you like. 'least, that's what I do.
Keehee.
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quicksilver024
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 01 Mar 2006 Posts: 35
Posted: 05-01-06 09:38am
Boy this is a hard post to believe.
Either you actually do have this problem
or youre what youd eventually fall victim
to, a pedophile. I feel the situation is
the latter, in which case get out of here,
if this is actually true, get out of here
and see a pychiatrist, as this could be a
very dangerous addiction for a 15 yr old
girl. Not to mention dangerous to even
talk about this on the internet.
I can't believe, but actually I can, that
people are saying this is okay. Porn,
okay yeah whatever, masturbation,
whatever, but fantasies involving rape,
you have a problem. Not that some women
dont have that, but not at 15. I think
you need help whether or not this whole
story is fabricated.
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cabnot
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Joined: 31 Jul 2007 Posts: 3
It's Normal... Posted: 07-31-07 11:00am
You are overreacting. Most people
masturbate, it's completely normal; and a
lot of those people who do masturbate feel
guilty about it afterward, i still feel
guilty sometimes and im 21 now. The
feeling of guilt is because what we have
done may be 'nasty' or 'shameful', it's
definitely something most of us want to
hide, but really it's just natural. If
you have fantasies about rape, this could
be what turns you on and as long as you
don't have actual intentions to go out and
rape somebody it can be fine as a fantasy.
There are many people out there who enjoy
sexual activities where they are
submissive or dominant in relation to
their partner, this is a normal part of
the sexual spectrum. When you are old
enough and feel that it's time to have a
sexual relationship with somebody else,
assuming that you have not started, you
can see if your partner is willing to
engage in your fantasies as long as you
keep it safe! As far as the porn goes,
it's fine to watch porn as long as it
doesn't take priority over the desire for
actual sexual relationships.
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KingRett
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 22 Aug 2007 Posts: 7 Location: New York, USA
Posted: 08-22-07 02:02am
well idk but if u r actally adicted to
porn and sex and things like tht you might
be a sex addict but then again its sortof
normal to do that unless you have a
adiction to it
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benc152
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 13 Aug 2007 Posts: 225 Location: , Australia
Posted: 08-22-07 03:20am
i used to feel really horrible after
watching porn but now i'm not ashamed of
it at all.
It's very natural to watch pornos and
there's a good chance that the rape
fantasy's has more to do with you wanting
to feel badly desired (someone willing to
do anything for you e.g to break the law)
than to be violated.
it's healthy to masturbate and watch porn,
just try to enjoy it =P
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mike9856746
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 15 May 2004 Posts: 67 Location: ,
Posted: 10-18-07 19:11pm
quicksilver024
wrote:
Boy this is a hard post to
believe. Either you actually do have
this problem or youre what youd eventually
fall victim to, a pedophile. I feel the
situation is the latter, in which case get
out of here, if this is actually true, get
out of here and see a pychiatrist, as this
could be a very dangerous addiction for a
15 yr old girl. Not to mention dangerous
to even talk about this on the internet.
I can't believe, but actually I can, that
people are saying this is okay. Porn,
okay yeah whatever, masturbation,
whatever, but fantasies involving rape,
you have a problem. Not that some women
dont have that, but not at 15. I think
you need help whether or not this whole
story is
fabricated.
Holy crap, don't listen to this fool
kage-rod! How he gets that you're
inevitably going to turn into a pedophile
is beyond me, that's downright stupidity
or mental illness.
Many women fantasize about rape, it causes
excitement and may represent an underlying
control issue. Some women, like yourself,
develop sexually faster than the rest. If
we actually removed all the taboos and
knew about everyone's sexual fantasy's,
you'd quickly see how 99% of people
fantasize about at least one thing that
isn't considered "normal" by society at
the superficial level.
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Nightflight
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 27 Oct 2007 Posts: 5
Posted: 10-27-07 13:59pm
It is unbelievable to me that a 15 yr old
girl could be hooked on porn! My gosh,
what a cheapening unrealistic ideation
that victimizes women. Most women Do Not
fantasize rape and watch porn. It is
concerning that you fantasize raping
someone else, especially as a woman. I
totally get where one may think you
"could" become a pedeophille "IF" you
acted on this one day. Actions are first
perceived as thoughts.
Find a trusted adult to talk to. It is
totally possible for you to be a sex
addict. This is a behaviour that ruins
relationships and lives. Is it worth
that? If you are, there is help
available.
