It is probable that you are experiencing chronic gastritis due to overconsumption/abuse of alcohol. Painkillers can also contributedto stomach irritation. It is also possible that you have a peptic ulcer. Regardless, the main problem (health, emotional, psychological) is alcohol abuse. All these other problems are only consequences of alcoholism. If you are ready to stop drinking and start a new life, you can pick up the phone and contact a local detox center. After detox, you can admit yourself to an addiction treatment center and learn more about yourself and the reasons for your alcohol abuse. You can find a way to live and be happy without alcohol...and you are not alone.