Okay this is my first time on this forum and i'm hoping someone can help. I've been with my boyfriend for nearly four years and I thought everything was perfect until a week ago, he's been working long shifts and when I see him hes tired and doesn't want to do anything but go to sleep, so obviously I was upset and we got into a big argument and he stormed out and avoided me for a week until we managed to talk about it. We spoke and I thought things were better until he texted me that night saying "lets be friends" I was more angry than upset and managed to talk to him again and things are getting better.
He said he doesn't want to lose me but doesn't want to make me unhappy thats why he wanted to end it, but things are ok until he mentioned he was going to a weekend concert with a girl from work, who I don't trust, sooooo, you all may judge me but I looked at his myspace account and found a blog entry where he says (about this girl) "i love her so much, she is so funny, cute and witty.
I really don't want to lose him but I think he actually loves this girl more than a friend, and if he has cheated on me than that is that, I could'nt forgive that.
So after all that do I ask him about it and then he will know that I don't trust him or do I forget about it and see what happens?
Bty this is my first relationship and i'm so confused!