Ahhhhhhhhhhhh I feel your pain!!! I am twenty, diagnosed at 2 years old so there is not much too much I don't understand about been a teen with diabetes-i have been through some hard yards. Probably one of the hardest times of a diabetic's life.
Do you have good doctors? Do you have any friends who are diabetic. In high school, I was always changing doctors, because my parents moved quite often-so I found that hard, and also I didn't have any diabetic friends. Does your diabetes clinic have like a support group or something? Cause honestly, there is no one that understands a diabetic as much as another one!!!!!It is hard not to worry about the future as well-but keep dreaming about the things you want to do, because they will happen if you make it.
Also, considered a pump?Not that I have one, but I quite desperately want one.I know-alot of questions!!