Hey today I realised that my period was 2 days late from when I was expecting it and its normally early from what I expect it to be, so I convinced my bf that we should test since we already had some tests laying around. So I went to the bathroom did what I had to do, cleaned the stick off, put it in my hoodie and walked into his room, sat beside him, took a breath and pulled the test out of my hoodie, we looked down and there it was I really didnt think it would happen, but it did. I always knew I would have kids before my brothers my whole life, but I never thought I would be 17 and preggo.

So now that I got the positive what do I do now? Im skipping the last 2 blocks of school tomorrow so I can go to planned parenthood, I just need to find where they are downtown. I have a card from planned parenthood from my planning class so it should help.

Once I talk to my doctors or whatever I do, I am planning on telling my mom first by just blurting it out.That way I dont have to stress so much... Shawn is trying to get a job now, and I told him he has to have a job before I tell my dad and grandparents or they will kill him, also he will have to ask me to marry him or they will kill him. Though we were already talking about getting engaged this summer but I guess it has to happen earlier then that now.