2 parents is easier than 1. Give this guy a chance, it may work out.
I believe that life does work out if we are possitive about things.
I think you are a brave compassionate woman for having this child. Life will get easier if you let yourelf be positive. This baby will be a blessing to you and it it such a beautiful thing to be a mother, it is wonderful. I have 2 children they make me smile, laugh and happy. Some days I feel down, but I pull myself out of it and think about my beautiful children.
You are truly a brave, compassionate and wonderful woman.
Maggie