Dear diary...
I am so stressed. This week has had me falling to peices. First I started my new job, 2nd I got reminded that I have a dentist appointment on the 1st of march, 3rd, found out my grandpa is in the hospital, and my period should come anyday.
So tomorrow I go to the dentist and because today my grandpas surgery didnt work he has to go for a triple heart bi-opsy. He will be getting the surgery tomorrow at 3pm while im almost off of school then im off to the dentist to get 3 fillings. Im so scared I wont get to see my grandpa again.
I know theres a pretty high chance of me being preggo right now to and im scared that all this stress is going to make my period late. Which I should be getting tomorrow. I just know all of thisstress will make it late then im going to think im preggo and test and then its goingt to be neg and then the next day I will have my period. For the past two days my lower belly has been hurting abit and my bf shawn thinks its my period on its wya. But it never does that.
I feel like im going to go crazy. What am I sposta do?I cant even go see my grandpa tomorrow cause the hospital is a 3 hour drive from here since he is in the victoria hospital, and I dont have acar yet or my n. I also have my dentist appointment to. I dont want to get the fillings, but my other grandpa makeing me. The cavities arnt bugging me I dont want it.. My whole mouth is going to be frozen, and while I will be getting scared about a little needle, and a bit of drilling there will be my grandpa miles away getting open heart surgery, I feel sobad. But 3 days ago on my bday I went and saw him in the hospital here when he was in the local one.
What am I going to do if my period is late? I dont want to test and get a negitive again cause then I will feel stupid.. Gahh... Im also not getting any of my math work so im alsp stressed about failing.. Gah!! Im not use to this much stress. What am I going to do!!!