im 22 years old. I have bulimic for over 7 years. Recently I have begun to cut myself. Tonight I slashed myself 27 times. I hate who I am . Cutting myself releases the feelings that I have inside. It also punishes the person who I hate inside. Its like holding your breath for as long as you can then when u exhale. Its like taking that first breath.
I know what im doing isnt right but I dont know what else to do. Cant even explain what I feel I dont know if there are words.
Im sorry to learn of your feelings of self hate. I wish there was some way I could help you to understand you are a beautiful creation of nature and to cut yourself is counter to the most important of god's creations.