Hhahahaha, you sound like me. I know exactly what you mean. Essentially, certain thoughts, though entirely normal, are given more vivacity and, how to say this, I guess "power" when your sugar is fluctuating. I don't know how else to explain it, suffice to say I know exactly what you mean. For example, when I use to be bad, here's something that would happen. I would imagine what it would be like to be part of a giant television show (guess which movie I watched that day), and regardless of how ridiculous it was and how much I knew it was totally impossible, it was like with each thought my mind would come up with another possibility. Totally idiotic. It would come and go in bursts once I first got it in my head, primarily because it frightened me so much and you get obsessions with hypoglycemia (this is actually related to the depressive mechanism). I would normally get immediately depressed or immediately angry and irritable. It would sweep over me in a matter of fifteen minutes or so depending on what I ate (this would happen with vitamins too, so you might want to avoid those). Sometimes, I too would imagine weird things and they would seem to be more real for some reason. For example, I worried once that while in a chinese restaurant I thought that I knew how to speak chinese and had an impulse to, get this, pretend I was speaking it even though I didn't know how and was aware of this. Quite silly, but very frightening at the time. So I totally know where you're coming from. Okay, here's what you need to do, the main idea here is to ignore whatever you've read, because i've read it all. The goal is to find a carbohydrate level, taking out all grains, that is comfortable for you and seems to produce little, infrequen or significantly reduced symptoms, if you're lucky. It may only be slight, but you'll know when you found the level. Here's what I eat (if you have any questions about why I do certain things, let me know):
waking (every day): immediately upon waking (you may not get eight or even seven hours of sleep every night at first, your body will begin to wake you up when it knows it needs to have something in it before things get bad), 1 tablespoon of brewer's yeast, drinken down with 1/2 cup or 1 cup of organic, unsweetened soy milk (be sure to check, they add sugar to most soy milks), depending on how you feel. This is key, because if you seem to feel worse, take the cup and not 1/2. 1/2 hour after this, eat 1/2 of a medium, organic avocado (you'll also follow this with a double serving of berries listed below). After this, wait fifteen minutes, and then take down 1 tablespoon of organic olive oil and then eat half of a serving of nuts (depends on type of nuts, I list below the type I suggest eating because of research of done on them, as well as the number I eat). Then, fry up two organic, free range eggs (i suggest over-easy preparation, but it's up to you), put a bit of organic coconut oil on each of them and a bit of sea salt. After this, eat a serving of the leafy green for the day you are eating (see below), and then drink about a liter or a bit less of water. If you can, sip at it instead of just drinking it straight down.
Day 1: for berries, in the morning double the serving. For this day, eat two strawberries, organic if possible, each about the size of 1/4 a closed fist or a bit smaller. If not, like any other berry, wash it off with fit. Eat this with the avocado I mention above and wait like I say. Two hours after you finish this first meal, this is what you eat (also every two hours the rest of the day until before bed, which is listed way below): oilve oil again, followed by 6 raw organic almonds, half a serving of turkey or fish (preferably haddock or salmon, not farm raised), 1/5 cup of acorn squash mixed with a bit of black pepper and sea salt, one serving of romaine lettuce, one strawberry and then one liter of water. Every two hours, exactly in the order I give you here.
Day 2: again, double your berries, this goes for every day, and do the same thing I mention with the strawberries if they're not organic. Same breakfast, but this time with four blackberries (or a bit more, try to get berry servings the same size as the strawberries you ate, it may be five instead of four). Meals for the day: olive oil again, followed by about 4-5 whole raw organic walnuts, half a serving of venison (if you can't get this, go with lamb), 1/2 cup spagetti squash, one serving of red romaine lettuce, two blackberries (or perhaps three, again depending on size) and one liter of water.
Day 3: same idea. This time, start with about 6-8 raspberries, depending on size again. Meals for the day: olive oil, followed by 4-5 raw organic brazil nuts, 1/2 serving of chicken (or turkey if you prefer fish on the other day, but not turkey again if you had turkey), 4-5 cherry tomatoes (i'm still a bit uncertain about this part of the diet, it seems to lead to too much acid and may not be enough carbs, but I still do it for now until I see if the reactions on that day are consistent), one serving of red leaf lettuce, 3-4 raspberries and one liter of water.
Day 4: same idea. This time, 8-10 blueberries. Meals for the day: olive oil, followed by 5 raw organic pecans (if smaller variety, 12-14), 1/2 serving of beef in some form, 1/3 cup of butternut squash, one serving of green leaf lettuce, 4-5 blueberries and one liter of water.
Water: water must not be chlorinated, if you have well water, great, stick with it. Otherwise, buy spring water, or preferably, reverse osmosis water (not distilled or ionized). You can get these other types, but regardless if them or osmosis, you need to then purchase trace mineral drops to restore the good mineral contents of the water that have been removed. If you get distilled or ionized, you may need to double the amount you put in because they essentially have nothing left and this will actually draw nutrients and minerals out of you.
Before bed (every day): about one hour or hour and a half after eating you last meal, make sure you add a hard-boiled, organic, free range egg to the mix. Then, after this amount of time passes, have one more tablespoon of brewer's yeast, followed by a cup the soy milk.
Okay, that's the diet. The tomato thing, like I said, i'm trying to figure out. Until the summer there usually isn't another type of squash to try, but other vegetables other than eggplant must be avoided for now, and it doesn't have too many carbs in a cup. Squash is filled with good, complex carbs and tons of vitamins and nutrients. If you have any questions about what not to eat because of something up there you can't eat, let me know. Let me know if there is any uncertainty or questions about it. You're going to be the first to try it fully, so I hope the best for you, I really don't know how this will work for someone starting out, but on it have gotten to around 93% of my original functioning capacity within only one month, as opposed to six with other diets. I think this will work for everyone because it's based on the saw-tooth curve. Over time, what we'll do when the symptoms are generally under control, is increase the carbs slightly with the foods above, and then increase the amount of time between meals. Then, you can begin experimenting, occasionally, with nasty foods like general tso's chicken and such, in small amounts. However, you need to realize, that the nutritional elements of this diet essentially are for life, with grains added later. You won't mind when you feel how good you feel. After reading over this, ask any questions you have, and then i'll tell you what you can expect to happen when you begin this diet.