I am 16yrs old. My name is caitlyn. I suffered from anorexia for about a year and half. I was hospitalized. I will not mention specific weights because I know it can trigger people. But I was at a bad point and pretty close to death. That hospital......Lets just say I hope it burns down. It helped me physically, mostly forcefully. Mentally it did absolutely nothing. I started beating it on my own. But my fear ( I had a specific fear causing my eating disorder. No, it was not body image related) still continued eventually I went into a day program at a place called high focus. That place is probably what saved me. Anyway im babbling now but about 2yrs later or so I gained much of the weight back and then some (mostly because I grew about 3inches) and my blood levels are now normal. The problem is I have osteoporsis, I found this out for the first time in the hospital. I was hoping now, 2yrs later, I would be almost free from it. But no, of course not, about a week ago I went for a bone density test and its still there. I have brittle old lady bones and I need to be on 1200mg of calcium otherwise it can turn into serious complications. Im scared..And I have been crying for about an hour now. I just wanted to finally be normal. But no of course not. So now I have the picture of pet cemetary in my head and im terrified I may end up with a hunch on my back or worse paralyzed from a fall of some sort. I have osteoporisis of the lumbar spine and my hips. Can anyone help or has anyone had experience with this. Im scared the 1200mg of calcium wont work. Just anything positive would help right now