So im going to see my doctor tomorrow morning, and im really r.E.A.L.L.Y scared hes going to tell me my baby has an illness, I dont know what but like a muscle problem? That happens doesnt it? Theres people born with muscle problems, so that could be another reason hes not been moving. Or if I passed a cold onto him, I dont know if thats possible? Because if hes got a virus from me then he wont move as much as usual, like when we are sick we go to bed and rest still not move about because we feel ill. And him being a big baby so theres no room for him to kick. Maybe those reasons sound stupid but they dont to me, and im going to say them to the doctor...See what he says, if they are possible reasons for this.

Im guessing hes going to listen to the heartbeat and take my blood pressure, or do a scan. I dont know what else to expect, im hoping hes okay, but I know thats not likely because this isnt normal...So there must be something wrong with him. I want to keep him either way sick or not. I wouldnt have him adopted for that reason.
If there is something wrong and the doctor says I could have prevented it by getting checked earlier, then yeah it will be my fault I dont need anyone else telling me. I know i've been wrong waiting this long to go...I realise that now, but before I kept ignoring it and telling myself everythings fine. I feel guilty. I just hope the doctor can give me some medicine for him or do something to help whatever's wrong. Or tell me hes fine and I just havent felt his movements because they have been small, due to not much room...Which is what I kept telling myself was the reason. I wish someone was going with me tomorrow, anyway i'll let you guys know what the doctor said when I get home.

Sorry to go on so much...And thanks for support some people gave in the other post thing.