You need to know that,bi-polar is related to schizophrania. Get help, tell someone in the medical field. I had my biggest breakdown when I was hearing voices...All mine ever said was my name, but I still think I hear music at night.
Are you under a certain amount of stress?? That may have something to do with it. Does you Dr. Know you stopped you meds? Tell them, dont go it alone, they can try a different one or a lower dose.
Dont be to hard on yourself and dont be such a hardass that you think you dont need help, it can and will get better...