Please Please Please Help - I Need to Understand

Hello,

i apologise for the content of this post and hope that I don't offend anyone.

I was sexually abused by more than one person as a child and need to know the answer to this question in order to help with the healing process I am currently going through.

If someone has sex with a child before the child had grown fully e.G. 9/10yrs - could that mean that as an adult it would explain why they would have a big vagina.

Sorry, obviously I am talking about me and I am very embarrased about this.

I am a lesbian and apart from the abuse have never had a sexual relationship with a male.
My vagina is quite large and it is not difficult for my partner to get inside of me or move when there (sorry for the detail but I need to get to the point in order to explain).

Does the vagina increase in size after sex? Could it be that having had sex at a very young age could have made my vagina large? As I have never had sex with a male apart from the abuse.

Please help me by replying with an answer. Please do not worry aboutthe content of the reply. I need to know whether it was sex as a child that has made my vagina large or whether I am deformed.

Thank you.

Gec.