I am feeling like sh*t. Is this how an eating disorder becomes. I never lose weight anymore I just binge and purge and then stop and eat a lot and do it again. I used to have more energy to purge and starve and exercise and take pills now I don't have that I decide I want to lose weight vomit for a few days and then I am back to gaining. And I can't stop all together.
Just my opinion, this is not good, and you are not alone but you need to seek some professional help, you are not only hurting your body but you are hurting those that care about you and love you. Please ddo not take me wrong, I am not saying that you are crazy when you need help as we all need help sometime in our lifes but when you do this you are killing yourself. I am not sure where you can go to get the help except for your dr or mental health can lead you in the right direction.
Let us know what happens.
Hey thanks for your reply. It is so frustrating I don't know what to say really I have been in therapy for a year and sometimes I feel like I have made big leaps and sometimes I think wow I am still in denial.