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stacy11524

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6 Yr Old Bipolar??
Posted: 05-08-06 13:49pm

I feel both your pain m-k and anttm04 - I also have a child who has been diagnosed as possible bipolar. Until you have a child like this, you really cannot relate. I was also a child like my son....But I was undiagnosed & didn't get help until I was 30. I am hoping for my son to have a better youth than I did. It's very hard dealing with these children because they don't understand it themselves. Ignore these ignorant people who are telling you that you are a crazy unfit mom for putting your child on meds..They haven't been there. As for the dr who said to give the kids fish oil - I do support that - but I can't get my son to take it!! My endocrinologist says it would solve a lot of adhd if kids took the fish oil. Anyway -i wanted you two to know you are not alone!! Stacy
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Posted: 05-08-06 13:57pm

You have a great attitude! Don't worry about those that are saying those negative things about you or anyone else, they are not walking in your shoes. I bet you are a good .Mom.
The best to you and yours!
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Posted: 05-09-06 16:06pm

Thank you, stacy, for your post...If you ever need to chat, let me know...My son has finally stabilized, so things have calmed down a great deal here.. :d
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Posted: 05-21-06 11:52am

Hi! I'm new to this too. My daughter just turned 14. She was diagnosed adhd and bipolar about 1yr. Ago. I didn't really have much too much of a hard time with her til 10-11yrs.Old. Don't listen to anyone who criticizes you for putting your son on meds. #1 they don't know what they are talking about. #2 they have not lived with a child that has these disorders #3 maybe they have lived with a child who had behavior problems but were fortunate to only have "allergies" that were controlled by diet and homeopathic remedies(which I am all for). But, they don' t know what they are talking about! This is real and real serious- some kids need meds.! You are doing a good job being a mom. My best advice to you is to read (buy it b/c you will refer back to it from time to time)
"the bipolar child" by demitri & janice papolos. It is very helpful in many ways; dealing with the child and family, doctors, meds., insurance, schools, etc. And all those people out there that criticize you need to read it too b/c they have no idea what they are talking about! Good luck to you, your son, your family and pets. God bless. Ashleyefc
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Posted: 05-21-06 12:01pm

ashleyefc wrote:
hi! I'm new to this too. My daughter just turned 14. She was diagnosed adhd and bipolar about 1yr. Ago. I didn't really have much too much of a hard time with her til 10-11yrs.Old. Don't listen to anyone who criticizes you for putting your son on meds. #1 they don't know what they are talking about. #2 they have not lived with a child that has these disorders #3 maybe they have lived with a child who had behavior problems but were fortunate to only have "allergies" that were controlled by diet and homeopathic remedies(which I am all for). But, they don' t know what they are talking about! This is real and real serious- some kids need meds.! You are doing a good job being a mom. My best advice to you is to read (buy it b/c you will refer back to it from time to time)
"the bipolar child" by demitri & janice papolos. It is very helpful in many ways; dealing with the child and family, doctors, meds., insurance, schools, etc. And all those people out there that criticize you need to read it too b/c they have no idea what they are talking about! Good luck to you, your son, your family and pets. God bless. Ashleyefc
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Posted: 05-26-06 00:10am

Thought I would update you on alex and see how everyone else is doing. Well ale xis going to graduate into 1st grade next year he is very excited about it. Right now he is on 4 different types of medication, his adderal, clonidine, risperdal and his lithium. We have been holding back on the lithium the dose is 450 mg and his doctor made it a liquid form but he really hasn't needed it which i'm thankfull for. He still has his tatrums but i've come to learn threw watching him that these are the typical 6 year old ones. Alot different from the ones before, he is learning how to deal with his anger issues and don't lash out at anyone anymore. So hes doing ok, have to admit though i'm kinda worried about 1st grade. His teacher for kindergarten was so understanding of alexs needs I just hope it will be the same in 1st grade. Well untill I can get on again take care all and hope to hear how everyone is doing.

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Posted: 05-26-06 09:57am

Anyone here had any experience with/observing abilify?
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Posted: 06-01-06 17:47pm

I have been diagnosed with bipolar and borderline and everything under the sun when it comes to those things. I just hope that your children are getting thorough psychological evaluations and you are just not taking the drs word for what they have. It makes me so angry how young children are just tossed threw the psychiatry field and a lot of times drs are only looking to make there own pockets a little more stuffed. At 5 years old, I am not doubting there isn't something wrong that should be addressed with a dr, but to have a young child on so many medications makes me so nervous, also at 5 your personality is no where near being developed to say they have a personality disorder.... I hope everything gets better. Unfortunately there are so many mysteries to the human mind.
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Posted: 06-09-06 01:39am

Hello. We am new to message boards but not bipolar. We have a beautiful 9 year old boy who was diagnosed in 2005. I knew when he was about 3 that something was there but like others I fought medication and thought it was just parental. I can completely relate to to five year old episodes. I wish it was caught then. We are now on our fourth hospitalization. He went in 2 days ago and as of tonight he was on unit restriction and allowed only scrubs and his bed. This is the worst it has been. I also can relate to fighting the genes of a father in prison. "j"'s bio-dad is in prison and my husband and I are determined not to let "j" go without the help his bio-dad needed. It is a long struggle to deal with a bipolar child but we have learned so much in just the last year.

I would like to close with a short bit. We have been called unfit parents by people who have never walked in our shoes, we have been told by my sons school, to "keep our home problems at home", we have been told "put him in sports, that will help" by social services, all that matters is the child. If other people want to dispay their ignorance out in public let them. Just grin and remind them christians don't judge others, so at least they will be warm for eternity.
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gabby1964

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Bi-polar Children
Posted: 06-13-06 00:45am

Hi, I am bi-polar myself, diagnosed at the age of 30. I have three children. 1 diagnosed bi-polar at the age of 14, she passed away last year at the age of 21. I also have a son who is now 19 who has been diagnosed with everything from adhd to bi-polar. I also have one daughter age 21 who has no mental problems at all. I feel for you and your dilemma. I just want to say that all the medications your Dr. Has provided to your son at the age of 5 can lead to many problems. Suicide intentions.Drug problems and prescription drug abuse. I speak of this from experience. My son was put on depakote in 3rd grade it made him violently ill, previous to that they had him on several different meds, which never did work. My son had 4 suicide attempts, the last one he was in a coma for 7 days. They had me sign over his organs. He was not expected to make it. Thats from so many meds that he was put on at a young age. Wrong diagnosis. He now takes no medication and is finally doing well. My daughter the Dr. Had her on 12 medications because nothing was working which led too prescription addiction, heroin, alchahol abuse. Then death from all of these meds combined aslo have you been advised to the liver problem that can occur from these meds. My daughter had a liver operation on her 21 st birthday. I know it is difficult to get the right diagnosis. I can also tell you that there is a 50/50 chance that your son may be bi-polar because of his father. My point here is that too many children are being diagnosed wrong. Have you actually looked up the signs of bi-polar. There may be a sleep disorder as to why your son does not sleep. My son used to say at the age of 6 I slept for 10 min. Aftedr a sleep test it was found that he was not getting full rhem sleep, which makes for a difficult child. I know alot about bi-polar and the diagnosis (i am an internet junky who for a long time searched for that magic pill). I am not saying that theres not a possibility but bi-polar usually shows itself in early teens and in my case the 30s. Just a warning to be carefull because I have just given you my experiences with meds too young.
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Posted: 06-19-06 00:55am

Hi gabby, first. Let me say how truly sorry I am for the loss of your daughter...I know there is nothing in the world that could ease that grief...
I, too, do a lot of reading on the internet with anything anyone in my famil is diagnosed with or has a possiblilty of having (as well as meds prescribed)...My son (aged 8) was diagnosed with adhd and a mood disorder when he was 5..I knew well beforehand (by the time that he was 1) that something wasn't right with him..I'm just that way...I know many parents who live in denial..I refuse to be that person because both disorder run (heavily) in my family and i've seen the results of both as well...Anyway, I have 3 children..Ages 6, 8, and 10..As well as a 19 year old step-daughter, so I have some experience with "normal" kids...Trey was not "normal" from birth....Not "bad" but nowhere near "normal" and I knew it before he was a year old...Screamed most of the day and night til he was a year old (no signs or symptoms of colic or anything else physically wrong with him)....Violent temper tantrums afterwards...Slept very little (maybe, if we were lucky, 3 hours in a night...Always)..Anyway, he was "diagnosed" at the age of 4 with adhd and with a mood disorder (nos), however, the psychiatrist from day 1 has suggested bipolar (due to the symptoms, as well as the family history with such)..At the moment she won't diagnose as bipolar because it is a diagnosis that has lifelong consequences....However, has treated him as though he has bipolar and it has done wonders for him!!!!!!!!! Currently, my son takes 80 mg. Of strattera and 2 mg. Of risperdal daily..He had started out just on the strattera..Then zyprexa was added....He did well on that combination..But medicaid (the program we have been on until recently) discontinued paying for that..We went off all meds for awhile and, at the ages between 7 and 8, he threatened suicide and drew pictures of someone shooting him to death, etc..After about a year, we were able to get back on medicaid and at first, they paid for seroquel (which worked equally well with him) but they dicontinued that, as well...For awhile he was only able to take the strattera, and because he couldn['[t sleep, (and because medicaid wouldn't allow the meds he needed), she also prescribed him trazadone....The tantrums came back, the suicide threats came back..He was having screaming (at the top of his lungs) tantrums that lasted 2 hours or more...Over next to nothing....Finally, we were able to be prescribed risperdal and he has done wonderfully since.....He is now the child he is "inside"...Very loving, affectionate, able to reason and compromise...Able to make friends...He doesn't "want to die" anymore...We still have problems...Children who have not been able to learn how to control themselves because of a "disability" take a bit of time once all is well...But he is much more loving both of himslef and of others,....I know there is a risk with the meds and that concerns me almost daily, however, the risk of not having the meds is also great..My uncle (also bipolar) ended his life several years ago because he could no longer handle the pain of being alive...So, I have done whatever possible to ensure that my child is okay (for the moment), with hopes that he'll be okay in the future..Hope all goes well with you and your family..Sorry so ling, just needed to talk...Thanks for listening...Tracy
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Posted: 06-19-06 06:45am

Tracy
anytime you want to talk you can e-mail me. I will listen. I can sympathize with you. My son now 19 went through all the things you talk about. In school starting with kindergarten he was always pushing the other children and fighting. I was always being called to the school. My son has a iq of 172. They would not move him ahead because of the way he acted. He tested in 12th grade to college lvls. He threatend to kill other children. At the age of nine he was hospitalized and after that was put in out patient services. He was age nine. If it wernt for the help of a loving teacher I dont think we would have ever made it through. She came to the hospital and offered encourging words and learned to work with my son, also the school phsycologist came and helped. They developed a plan that whenever my son felt these urges coming on he had a siignal for the teacher and then was aloud to go to the phsycologists room to have (me) time. Ito this day praise them. My son too this day say they were his favorite teachers. My son was also put on trazadone risperdal strattera depakote depakene another one that starts with a d but cant remember at this time. (my dr has changed all my meds last week and has put me in a manic phase so my mind is sorta outa whack at this time) the bad with bi-polar) my son is lucky at this time that he needs no medication the bad thing is he talks faster then u can listen and he expects you to catch every word he says. I know he will need it soon enough again. I wish you luck with your son. Im very sorry if this all sounds kinda in circles. Like I said my dr has messed with my medication and im in a mania stage.
Gabby (thats how I got my name-fast talking and making no sence) (lol) if u dont have a little humor in it you can get very down about it
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Re Meds
Posted: 08-21-06 08:58am

Ok ok now I dont think it if fair to attack someone who is just looking for some help!! I my self know a few kids with it and I have told them all that the best thing for this bipolar disorder is to get rid of all the cleaning prouduct out of your house and I mean everything even shampoo's and laudry soap. Now I know this souds crazy but I have seen that it dose work. All these prouduct have so many chemicals in then its out of this worl. You do need to start using all naturalprouducts.

Please read this.

Dear child care taker
lets stop poisoning our children !!

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2) that lysol contains phenols and dioxins ( agent orange)
3) that formula 409 is considered a leagal pesticide ?

4) that childhood cancers are up 20% in the last 2 decades,
cancer has been linked to exposure to formaldehyde ,
phenol, benzene, toluene and xylene—all found in house hold cleaners?

5) chemicals in the home can cause problems with and /or asthma, eczema and add/adha?
Hello
I am a work at home mom and while doing some research discovered recently
just how many everyday toxins and carcinogens that were present in our own homes. After learning this, I became part of four point group to educate parents
and others who care for our children , about safer cleaning alternatives to fight
bacterial contaminations instead of the harsh chemicals. I am sure you are following strict
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Please feel free to contact me by either edit

trust me these prouducts do work and not just for bipolar but getting rid of theses thing helps in so many other problem.
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Posted: 09-10-06 22:51pm

Hello thought I would update you on alex, he has started first grade his teacher don't really seem concerned about his bio-polar don't know if thats scary or just that she won't allow that to keep him from doing anything. He is seeing his doctor every six months and his meds have stayed the same. He is ok his lithium has him taking naps after school but thats ok alot easier to deal with then the fighting and we still get those on occasion but not as long or violent. Ok well all keep in touch sorry I know its been awhile for me i'm working 6 nights a week and trying to keep up with everything I tend to forget some. Ohh on one note I tried to date a guy ohh my talk about funny his doctor told me that I would be messing up alexs progress if I continued to date, one more thing I guess I should have thought about. Ok well keep in touch all.

M-k
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Bi Polor
Posted: 09-11-06 01:27am

Try god...He is the great physican...He will help you son if u give him a chance...He is bigger then the problem your facing...Dont rely on drugs , water, coolaid, medicine. Look to god :)
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Trey Update
Posted: 11-30-06 18:19pm

Hi there...Just thought i'd update on trey..He had been off meds completely for 2 months due to lack of insurance coverage..We tried for a while to pay for the meds ourselves as we didn't want him to have to go through all that he had before and start over, but it came down to meds for trey or somewhere for us to live..Anyway, we are on a new insurance now and he had his first psychiatric appointment today...The doctor has now officially diagnosed him with bipolar and he is back on meds, so hopefully things will get better for him soon...
M-k, if you still come on every now and then, I hope you and alex are doing well..
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Posted: 12-01-06 13:04pm

You couldn't possibly be a doctor if you don't believe 5 year olds can have bipolar. I have a best friend with a son who is now 11 and was diagnosed with bipolar at 5. I can tell you from what I have witnessed from my friend, is that what she goes through is just terrible. In addition her son has boarderline personality disorder and add. He cusses and abuses animals on top of it all. It’s gotten to the point that they do not leave their home with him. I feel very sorry for him and my friend. He’s medicated, although I am not sure what he takes. All I know is that I would never want to be in her shoes, and when I get depressed about my ex fiancée who was bipolar, I just think about my friends son, and realize if we had gotten married and had children, that I may have had a child with this illness. Honestly I don’t think I could of handled it.
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Posted: 12-01-06 13:13pm

danmarkas wrote:
putting any child on brain chemical changing medications
(especially that young) shows you are not a mother fit to make decisions for the basic health of her son. Sorry, its a slap in the face, but horrible.


He'll be messed up forever.


Its not bipolar, its spoiled.

Rolling Eyes


what a horrible thing to say. This isn't the scientology forum. Get lost buddy. Both of you are doing the right thing for your children. I know what it is like to be around someone that is bipolar and not taking their medication or taking the wrong doses. As I mentioned above my best friend has a child that is bipolar and he is frightening on the medication. I can't image what he is like off of it, but I would assume he would be a danger to himself and others.
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Posted: 12-03-06 01:06am

I work in schools and primarily work with children who have behavior or learning disabilities. You will always get extremely judgmental people but they are not in you or your child's shoes. It is so hard to ignore people and not take things personally, but please get a thick-skin (maybe you already do, don't know). It is so difficult as a parent to make the decision on whether or not to medicate a child. I often see situations in the school setting where parents refuse to medicate their children. I can understand this decision as well. I do believe that parents and doctors need to look at all variables such as diet and possible sleep disorder. I do believe that parents should go in to the child's classroom and observe and ask other professionals to observe as well. After everything has been exhausted, there need to come a time where parents say, "ok, if I don't seek out other options my son or daughter's education and social/emotional wellbeing will suffer." most parents who decide on medication, don't decide on this lightly. The parents know when something is completely wrong. If you are being judgmental, perhaps you have never lived one day in one of these parents shoes or you have a child like that but either are in denial or have had an extremely bad experience with doctors and/or medication so you are overgeneralizing the one or a few experiences to be the experiences everyone will experience. Sorry about my rampage but I work with these children and there extremely loving parents. Most of these parents do try many options first. They go through countless hours of crying, blaming themselves, their genetics, perhaps thinking they did somethings wrong - it's so horrible to see as these are very loving people. Their children are loving but are going through such a difficult time!!


People can disagree with me and that's fine. I am going off of my own knowlege and a wide variety of experiences. I am not a person who believes in medicating the world at all but I have seen kids who truly need it. "bipolar kids" is a relatively new thing to be dx. About 8 years ago, perhaps even sooner, professionals refused to dx a person with bipolar unless the kids were in their mid teens. Often times, these kids are initially dx with adhd and those meds can have such a negative impact if they are bipolar. Most do need a mood stabilizer first. Yes it's difficult to know what may happen in the future to their brain chemistry because I don't think there are longitudinal studies with some of these meds, but there is information on what "can" happen if some of these kids don't get the help they need.

I just want to give all you parents out their who is experiencing this a big hug! It is so difficult out there but you are not alone. There are many parents out their experiencing the same thing. A great percentage of these parents feel so alone. The kids also feel alone or at least you can semi-tell in their actions.

It's alright to disagree with the medication issue, but please be sensitive. For one thing, you are not the doctor. You may believe that doctors just want to medicate but realize that the doctors put their reputation and jobs on the line as well. Most don't dx kids lightly. On the contrary, some doctors want a lot of information: behavior rating scales, psych reports, narrative reports from school staff, previous progress reports, etc. From the schools before they will even consider looking at the child. Then they usually want even more data after they get the initial data.

Down below is the statement, "do not delay seeking or disregard medical advice written on this site." you parents know what you believe, you know your child(ren) and you know your doctor. Always listen to your gut. There is not some manual that tells us whether or not we are doing the right thing, but I believe in our internal voice as parents. Sure, we all mess up here and there with various things but we also are right with others. I thank you for being there for your kids and being loving!! So many parents are not. For all of you debaters, I am not saying that the parents who medicate are loving. The parents who write on here seem loving, ones who refuse to medicate and ones who choose to - both groups.


Good luck and god bless,
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Bi-polar Children
Posted: 12-09-06 15:39pm

First and foremost, being a parent of a bi-polar child is perhaps one of the toughest things to do. Just as you think you are now officially at the edge of insanity, the cycle changes and the child becomes an angel.
I am a parent of a rapid cycling bi-polar child and being a psychologist doesn't make things any easier. Here are a few pointers that may help in making things a little easier.
Three primary things that your child needs to be checked for.
1. Inner ear canal infection that has gone undetected.
2.Thyroid function test to make sure it's normal
3. Clean the child of pinworms (you can buy over the counter meds)

if these three conditions are unchecked, they display the exact classic symptoms of a bi-polar or adhd child.
If indeed it is one of the three, then kneel down and thank your stars because they are easily treatable and the changes are instantaneous.

As for medications, children don't respond very well to seroquel, zyprexa and the likes don't do very well on most children, there is a combination out there that works very well with kids.
Risperdal and lithium carbonate for bipolar
dexedrine (dextroamphetamine) for hyperactivity adhd
this combination works well with kids, however the side effect of risperdal is weight gain. As soon as you see that start to happen, see your psychiatrist and either get the dose of dexedrine increased to level the eating or perhaps get him/her to reduce risperdal and add a minimum dose of abilify.

If you want to control the daytime mood swings make sure the child sleeps well at night. The way to control this is a single benedryl or a combination of one benedryl and melatonin. With this the child may need to sleep from 8 to 8 but a rested bi-polar child is really a very good child.

Now another thing that we as parents can do, is go to www.Omegabrite.Com and order omegabrite caps. This is a purified potent dose of omega 3 that makes a great difference in the child's behavior be it bi-polar, add, or adhd.
90% of omegabrite is purchased by harvard medical school for their study in bi-polar and adhd. The results are astounding. Try it it never hurts.

As for the oh so famous Dr. Cleaning spirits or whatever his/her name is,
my thinking is that this is one of them fanatics who refuse to believe that colon cleansing is the same as take a good dump. Rolling Eyes sorry for being so crass, but people like it should not be allowed to talk let alone give advice.

.... And now that I have vented, and sounded like a bedazzeled swamp monster while doing so, to you all parents of bi-polar children hang on in there and may the lord make you a part of what he chooses to bless everyday.
If you have any questions that I can help with please let me know.
Good luck and god bless.
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