Hi there, this is the first time i've ever registered and posted on a medical forum, nor do I regularly visit my doctor. Just thought i'd say that.
I am 17, I am unemployed and in the process of getting a new job, im in more and more debt every week, I live at home, iv just started talking [and meeting] to my teenage love again and started seeing her behind my friends back. Obviously these things put together cause me quite a bit of 'raceful thinking' at night but I used to think it was just that,"im worrying too much" but now im starting to think otherwise. I've looked at some of the symptoms for insomnia and I myself show the following :
i wake up on average 3/4 times each night, normally only one of those to go to the toilet.
I keep having horrible dreams/nightmares and I have some red lights in my bedroom which I leave on when I go to sleep due to my having a few months of rem sleep paralysis a few years ago and ever since i've never been fully confident sleeping in the dark, hence I leave the lights on.
I havent gone to bed 'tired' for at least a few months as I just..Think too much, I cant help, my nature i've got an overactive imagination.
I'm just getting a little worried, I keep waking up tired and it takes me at least 30 minutes to get to sleep, even listening to some of the relaxing songs on my ipod just irritates me. I've seen the symptoms but I dont know what to do, I dont drink before I go to bed or drink caffeine or do drugs, smoke or eat before I go to bed, I get irritated by the small things sometimes [like the sound of someone eating at the dinner table] and I dont know what to do. Can anybody offer me guidance or advice?
Many thanks,
adam.