I've been feeling weird, out of it, both mentally and physically for quite some time now.



I've had lots of drug abuse in the past, and caffeine/diet pills, eating problems, mental issues, i've had it all. But that throughout a very long time, like 10 years ago was the drugs...And it was dispersed throughout, with many normal phases too. My question is, ever since the panic attacks came back and hospitalized me a few months ago, I havent felt the same since, and im convinced something's wrong with me. Though from chest xrays, blood work, egk, three trips to the er, and two different doctors, they say i'm fine, everything looks fine, but I don't feel fine.



Even on my anxiety meds, zoloft and ativan....They calm me down, but I still feel weird.



So then is it safe to say, that its not anxiety?



I feel like i'm somehow messed up. Best way to describe it is, body feels tired alot, fatigued, sometimes chest pains, towards the left side, and just strange mental state like I always feel out of it, and loopy, and kind of like "whats going on?" just very "slow" and not with it. And my body feels out of it too.



I used to drink lots and lots of coffee in the past, and work out, now I dont do either.



Who knows.



I think somethings wrong, but im sure its not anxiety/stress related. Can anyone please offer any advice what should I do at this point, at the risk of being a hypochondriac, because I don't feel like myself, it's interfering with my life, and just because the doctors say i'm "okay," i'm not satisfied with that answer but not sure where to turn.


I feel like an undiagnosed malfunction. Is it possible that they missed anything serious, or maybe I have some damage done fro mall the history of drugs/caffeeine, and panic attacks, and what not