Lol it's killing me too. But no theres not a store very close to my house. I could walk but it will take a while. But I think that's what i'm going to have to do. Either that, or tell my step mom (who is a ob/gyn) to make me an app. With a doctor. I know if I tell her and it comes back positive, she'll be pretty obligated to tell my dad so i'm kind've skeptical on that idea.
Yes, i've talked to my boyfriend about the possibility but he seems like he doesn't feel comfortable talking about it. He just tells me he's going to be there no matter what the outcome is because he doesn't want to be like his father. But when I bring it up he doesn't say to much. I asked if he was scared and he said not really, he'll just have to step up and that's pretty much all he says about it. I think deep down he really is scared about it but is just trying to be strong for me. One day I told him he doesn't have to be there if he doesn't want to because I don't want to ruin his life (i don't know why I said it, i've been on a emotional roller-coaster lol) and he got mad and said I was talking stupid and asked why I would say something like that. So i'll trust he would be there, I just don't know how much he possibly could.
Sorry so long