I thought I was going good. I was going
good. I was in a position where, if I
felt like having a 0 (no binge or purge)
day, I could. I have been on holidays for
the last 2 months and most of the time,
all I have done is just been on my
computer and eaten. I have gained so much
weight. Im so scared when I go back to
school, people will laugh at me. Its not
just me thinking ive gained... Everyone
can see it. My best mate (also bulimic)
says that I have, but not in a mean way,
not at all, just in a, its a good thing
way. I hate it. I hate how I have to
binge everyday and again, somedays are 2
days. Its really getting me down.
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broken2004
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 31 Jan 2006 Posts: 7
Posted: 02-03-06 16:27pm
It is hard. I know it is. I feel fat
most of the time too, but it sounds like
really you aren't fat, you just arent as
thin as you want. Baby steps though, if
you can lose weight in a healthy way, you
can start to understand what a healthy
weight is. If you can't lose weight in a
healthy way, maybe you don't need to....
I don't know if that helps. You are
beautiful... Ask your roomate.
-b24
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breeanna
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 01 Oct 2005 Posts: 79
Posted: 02-04-06 04:00am
Lol roommate. Im from australia and in
high school, im 15, live with my parents.
I could ask them. But they dont think im
fat any of the time. Lol how old are you?
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epiphany
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 02 Feb 2006 Posts: 6
Posted: 02-05-06 15:08pm
I know exactly how you feel.
I was doing very well.
And then boom..I can't go one day without
binging and purging.
And I am gaining so much weight.
I had reached my goal weight..And now i've
blown it all too hell.
I am going to keep fighting though.
We are way too strong to give into
something like this..
